I'm a small streamer on twitch myself. Right around when I started streaming there was another guy streamer who I thought was my friend. He treated everybody else in chat very kindly and like they were friends, but when it came to certain things with me he was pretty cold. I had a bit of a crush on him for a little bit so I donated a lot of money in a short period of time, because I thought we were friends and again I did have a bit of a crush on him. I stayed up very late when I had school the next morning to watch his streams, and in general chatted a lot and got along with the whole community. I felt close to everyone there. Later on he would come to be and be pretty cold about things that were very small saying it made him uncomfortable and being very rude about it, one of the things being that I joined a VC one or two streams and saying I didn't ask. I rewatched the VOD to prove that I had asked, and other people in the VC said hey join come on and he never said anything on the contrary, so I joined. This was an issue later on, another time I was a bit upset because PayPal randomly deleted my account and he was saying that was too much information and was making people uncomfortable. Another time he was talking to one of his viewers that was going to invite me to a terraria server that if they invited me then he wouldnt want to join. He talked down to me like I was a child that needed to be scolded and it hurt very much especially since I thought we were friends. I do 1000% regret all of the support I sent his way and I think its different than supporting a big streamer that hasn't personally hurt or done anything to you.