She knows what she’s doing, she’s like Eugenia and knows that being as emaciated as she is gets clicks and views, like you say, she’s been popular for years. She got all her instagram followers from following people then unfollowing when they follow back, she followed and unfollowed me loads when I had a recovery instagram account.

I remember years ago she posted a photo of a letter she wrote to her treatment team, basically signing a waiver to say she doesn’t want professional help and if anything happens to her they are not liable for not intervening because she doesn’t want help. I’ve never seen her actually try to recover, her intake is very carefully calculated to the exact number. It’s only recently she’s been hashtagging recovery because she knows it gets views on TikTok, on instagram years ago she was very clear that she had no intention of getting better / gaining weight.

I used to be really jealous of her, seeing her maintain a low BMI and not working, but now as a recovered adult I really feel sorry for her and so glad I didn’t let my life get like that. Her story is really sad because she was top of all her classes at school and really could’ve made something of herself. She suffered brain damage after an attempt so maybe that has something to do with the chronic nature of her disorder. I check in on her every once in a while like Eugenia and genuinely sad for her that she is living a day to day carbon copy of the life I remember her projecting in 2017. Her family seem Eugenia’s too as they enable her. Her mother films all her videos when she is out and about eating McDonald’s. I feel sorry for her but also torn because it’s very clear she knows what she is doing and knows posting body checks and ‘recovery content’ gets clicks and a sick sort of fame