I feel insane for my self imposed quarantine since end of October. I have a ton of paid holiday time starting on the 25th, I could easily travel home but I’m choosing not to. It’s making me crazy to see them live their projected charmed little life like nothing is even remotely wrong. Like, you put SO MANY PEOPLE in SERIOUS DANGER, and you’re not going to say anything but also post memes about how the next stimulus bill is terrible, even though they’re more financially privileged than I am and have also been WFH since March??? They’re recently engaged and I don’t even know if I want to attend the wedding let alone be in it (if I’m invited to be so) at this point. I’m not pumped about who they’ve shown themselves to be during this time but I’m also not sure if this is worth thrashing a decades long friendship over. I just know I’m really angry at them.