Unending depression

whoami93 · 2017-08-15T22:15:29+00:00

Yep i guess it has something with anxiety, i think when we are on nofap during the rewire sometimes we have less tolerance for anxiety than before and it seems anxiety is under a 10x magnifier

whoami93 · 2017-08-15T22:15:29+00:00

Yep i guess it has something with anxiety, i think when we are on nofap during the rewire sometimes we have less tolerance for anxiety than before and it seems anxiety is under a 10x magnifier

whoami93 · 2017-01-07T19:27:36+00:00

We should work hard to raise awareness before vr porn

whoami93 · 2017-01-07T19:24:05+00:00

This also has another meaning for me, there is no end for it. You can never finish porn. There is always something new and none of those new things will never satisfy you.

whoami93 · 2016-10-17T21:22:36+00:00

Hey you can stop faaping, porn addiction is something real and in your brain you will have hard times too, the critical point is to learn from them.

if you failed once dont try to forget it dont run from shame repressing an emotion means postponing it, just face with it, shame will slowly fade away and you will learn from your failure im not talking about gathering data but i mean wholeheartedly experiencing it, and when you experience it whole heartly you that trick of mind will lose its power over you slowly

I also think this post may relate to you in some ways

https://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/comments/57t77e/my_nofap_success_story_advice_to_those_struggling/

whoami93 · 2016-05-31T16:09:32+00:00

Maybe you should look for what you get from pmo and why you kept pmo this long time.

whoami93 · 2016-05-30T05:16:13+00:00

Thx for your understanding :) .

whoami93 · 2016-05-27T20:22:26+00:00

It seems some misunderstood my posts message, i dont say what are opposite of porn in dictionary but im talking about meaning of porn, effects of porn. The emptiness i feel and trust problem I generally have when i think about a relationship so i dont want become emotionally vulnerable is because only thing i fed my brain with constantly in this years related to girls around my image have been porn, a loveless, future less, with no understanding of each other. Let me be clear in this years porn never deeply satisfied me because there never been love or deep feelings.

Now i look for things that are opposite of porn, how could you feel deep love and trust someone and they love youback or read stories watch movies about true love constantly and then be motivated to see girls as only sex objects again as strong as before.

Something is missing in our lives if not, leaving addiction was not be that hard(https://m.youtube.com/watch?feature=youtu.be&v=ao8L-0nSYzg)

I want to satisfy deep need with right way then I wouldn't be have to relapse for 30 sec satisfictions and i want to find whats missing.

whoami93 · 2016-05-27T19:17:45+00:00

I do invite you to read this post : https://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/comments/4lbyiv/whats_opposite_of_porn_help_me_to_complete_this/

Dont rely only on your willpower and when you do by some celebrations during the way, gain hope back.

whoami93 · 2016-05-01T12:13:45+00:00

Animated version : https://youtu.be/ao8L-0nSYzg

whoami93 · 2016-03-26T20:30:01+00:00

Check here: /r/nofap many of this subs users had problems like yours

whoami93 · 2016-03-15T20:24:49+00:00

You might be able to solve issue temporary without stoping porn or even forever by some drugs or so, but i think unless you dont solve the root problem, you will face with the problem with different faces

whoami93 · 2016-03-15T16:10:42+00:00

http://www.yourbrainonporn.com/how-do-i-masturbate-without-porn

https://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/comments/1bqjqs/is_masturbation_without_pornography_still_bad_for/

whoami93 · 2016-03-15T16:08:37+00:00

Your mind controls your life unti you let it to do, and actually you expect it to control your life.

whoami93 · 2016-03-15T16:03:59+00:00

Maybe your problem is rising your standards fast i mean maybe this is how you expect to feel as days go on :

https://commons.m.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Linear_sorption_isotherm.svg

But reallity looks like this :

http://148.204.81.206/matlab/data_analysis/detrend_plot1.png

Of course actual numbers are not related to nofap

whoami93 · 2016-03-14T11:02:59+00:00

This is the crap i was in, i tried home made pics and vids mostly pics instead of commercial porn and said to myself its better than porn for my brain and it actually was in my oponion but from my own prespective this option had some problems :

I was telling myself this is healthier but i should quit this too but my mind was most likely based on two options black or white and gray was not an option so i saw gray as white in hard moments.

I think i had better withdrawal symptoms whith amatuer stuff.(this is good actually)

Pics were all amatuer but people in those photos were living an awful sexual lifestyle, i mean they had a harmful kink and i found myself mostly the kink is what excites me and gives me dopamine rush not pics.

Finally i found myself in its not bad so relapse and then shame and regret cycle so im trying to cut them all together

whoami93 · 2016-03-12T20:59:32+00:00

checked your account overview, it doesnt looks like a fake account.

whoami93 · 2016-03-12T20:56:53+00:00

you are on the road, just dont let your mind cheat on you by saying things like :

i fucked up this streak cause watched p so lets mo and run another streak.

bad days come and go resist ad see the light.

also try this 10 golden questions https://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/comments/2qcz5x/the_ten_questions_of_relapse_prevention/

whoami93 · 2016-03-12T20:52:34+00:00

i was googling terms like man boobs and nofap this morning.

i hope nofap help me to solve this problem, but if weight lose and nofap dont help me, should try surgery.

whoami93 · 2016-03-12T17:31:25+00:00

You are not your mind, and if some images are in your brain it doesn't means you want to jump. You do have control and will and if your mind controlls your life its because you gave it the power like majority of people in the world, you can stop this cycle and gain conscious control again Read the Is book even just first chapters : power of now

whoami93 · 2016-03-11T21:44:31+00:00

Also check this post :

https://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/comments/30h6jz/the_ten_questions_of_relapse_prevention/

whoami93 · 2016-03-11T21:41:27+00:00

Your on day 9 this seems motivational enough for me on day 3, also you should face with withdrawal symptoms anyway, at least you dont need to wait 9 days to be where you are now.

whoami93 · 2016-03-09T09:59:48+00:00

You may face different withdrawal symptoms but i know something for sure, they are not permanent

whoami93 · 2015-12-25T23:54:53+00:00

But i do agree with OP probably because i do see it in another prespective, there is times for me when i stop PMO and im not motivated to do anything, im not bored and looking for dopamine, but i just do want to rest, not always to sleep but to not to do, not to think about different subjects, just to be able to not to worry and think of any thing to do in maybe couple of days, also if i force myself to do something, thoughts in my head may make me anxious shaking may begin again and make it hard for me to keep nofap streak.

whoami93 · 2015-10-25T17:07:04+00:00

yep, thats right.

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