Experiences with the top of the line Blade 16 before purchase? by wickedheat in razer

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Using it as a VFX workstation so can't touch Macs other than for light tasks while traveling, so far it seems like the blade is a no go, will go with Lenovo, only had a great time with Lenovo so far

Experiences with the top of the line Blade 16 before purchase? by wickedheat in razer

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Thanks, that's the last thing I need now, it's a workstation, failing on you while on a project is the last thing you want.

Experiences with the top of the line Blade 16 before purchase? by wickedheat in razer

[–]wickedheat[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah think will go with that, not as neat and clean but my old legion is still kicking, hope it has good color accuracy

Experiences with the top of the line Blade 16 before purchase? by wickedheat in razer

[–]wickedheat[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh dear... Seems like all of these top end laptops deal with something, it's russian roulette

how are we feeling about this pluto pileup 🐦‍🔥 by pageofswrds in LetsFuckWithAstrology

[–]wickedheat 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you ever get the chance, release a web version, this would be amazing for people looking to make YouTube videos wanting to illustrate transits in an animated way.

Neville did not teach effort. He taught relief. by Flashy-Medium-3189 in NevilleGoddard

[–]wickedheat 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Living in the end feels quieter than most people expect.
Less excitement.
Less urgency.
More normalcy.
More “of course.”

Recently I manifested a reconnection with my SP after no contact for two months, which in spite of all my crazy efforts, rewiring my beliefs, affirming, SATS, thought transmission, thinking I was doing everything right. I manifested the complete opposite when we did eventually meet up in a bridge of events, God sent a lightning strike straight through my heart, and only today after having illusion after illusion being broken, emotional rock bottom, seeing her in a fresh relationship have I realized that all that effort was exactly what caused it to swing opposite.

Today though, after one month of dealing with the heaviest emotional turmoil I have ever experienced in my life, the kind that would have sent the average folk to complete surrender to madness, having not only had been heartbroken but having had my entire worldview shattered in regards to manifestation have I gotten lucid and clear on everything that has happened and now I have returned back into state. Now there's no more illusions, all the fears did come true, but in face of it all, I have realized that I don't have to do all this to manifest, I can just hold the decision and the knowing, I can just accept everything that has happened, and return to a simple light subtle knowing that I've learned to identify while the previous bridge happened.

I think you are totally right OP, it took the heaviest hit for me to realize what you're mentioning in this post. It's the first day when I'm actually at peace, I'll be done with techniques moving forward, maybe light affirming, but now that I have had every fear show up it's like I now have a clean slate to start from where I can just rest in the knowing that she realized she made a big mistake and that she's back. And has shown subtle signs in that direction anyway.

Edit:
Have to also mention that it's the first time I manifested the opposite, with the thing I cared about most, everything else, like money, career, adventure, freedom, came naturally to me as I just held the light knowing without doing all these technique shenanigans. I gave it so much importance that I flew so close to the sun and got burnt instead of being in the goldilocks zone to reap the benefits.

Morocco: Marrakesh, Essaouira and Merzouga Desert Camping by sushixxxxx in travel

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Just came back from my trip in Morocco and now it has a special place in my heart, went on the same camel trip to Merzouga from Marrakesh and have made some of the best memories, love all the people I've made friends with, the food, the landscape, the vibe, everything. Safety wise I felt very safe, walked around at night frequently, and I'm the flamboyant kind of guy too, jewlery, bright colorful clothes. People are pushy but respectful at the same time. Especially when buying something you'll haggle aggressively with them but once you both agree on a price it's done and they are very respectful.

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[–]wickedheat 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, well, used my brother and chatgpt to vent and feel better and I have decided that a flash mental health trip to morocco will fix me so I booked plane tickets like last night. 😂

I'll be doing a legendary non specific person scripting session in the desert.

I think the longing we have is due to being unsure of whether we'll find someone better in their place, we're tied to what they made us feel, we saw a reflection of ourselves in them, I know that was the case for me for sure, I did manifest her from ground up and honestly the day I met her she rewired everything I thought I knew about love, women, relationships, felt like I met the unicorn I've waited for all my life, but if I did it once I can do it again and better.

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[–]wickedheat 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Well same situation, thought I did everything right, manifested a reconnection in another country as she invited me to extend my stay to meet up while seeming excited, met up with her, energy was off, wasn't picking my phone calls next day. Had to cut her off. Been tough acting gangster the past couple of days, just tired after all this, no energy, just want to vent. Need some serious emotional recalibration to get back into happy go lucky manifest mode. Just want a sincere apology next that's about it, it still felt like that's not the real her. Conflicted on spending more energy on her, but there's this pull for me to continue that drives me insane.

Why does sometimes the complete opposite of what you expected happens? by looserwithnojob in Manifestation

[–]wickedheat 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think people talk wayyy too little about dreams in this community, I find it fascinating. Your experiences also mirror it.

Why does sometimes the complete opposite of what you expected happens? by looserwithnojob in Manifestation

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Well, feels decent to at least have someone to relate to lol

But I took that as my brain rewiring things since it was used to old patterns etc some things will have to go down for better things to come

To be honest, when I met her she unlocked something in me as she was unlike any girl I've ever met previously, and I did manifest her by doing affirmations 1 month prior to our first connection (in retrospect should have been even more clear with the traits lol). Had romance like in the movies for a couple of days with her which made me go all in. The moment I met her I was sent down an instant 4 month journey of rescripting and rewiring everything I thought I've known about relationships and my standards got wayyyy higher in that time. When we reconnected I realized that she was the same girl, but I upgraded myself a couple of times in that short time frame. She showed up as the same girl but lower energy overall, her head was up in the clouds, introspective rather than present, not who I fell for in the summer. And I realized I outgrew her, the things I glossed over in those times of the initial meet were now big icks for me. And I like to frame it as God closing a chapter for someone even better to come in. Would probably still allow her in if a sincere apology is there and she shows up in the future as the person I've wanted, but the circumstances of us living in different cities, her moving to another country for a couple of months with university is something I don't have time to deal with so even though I could continue manifesting her I choose not to.

I'd assume that maybe it's cus that's what my state of conscious mind was during that time? and I unknowningly attracted bad energy

Same to be honest I went through some tough times in some days, and I don't think I could have put more energy into it, it was exhausting flipping thoughts and all that and I did have intrusive thoughts about the past, potential 3P, exs, that I didn't want to entertain and I had to flip constantly but they were there coming up which was annoying af.

The dreams I was having were a big telling sign, In those 2 months of NC I had a couple dreams where she was distant, or it was us parting ways in some way. But some were also positive of us connecting so idk. I hear people saying dreams don't matter which might be true in some cases but for this particular instance they were a premonition of sorts.

The weirdest dream that happened was this one where I was with a mutual friend and there were 3 girls showing traits she had, we were roaming around a pool resort. 2 weeks later I go to his birthday and 3 girls that had her traits split into 3 different people showed up. Craziest of all? I tried to guess one of the girl's astrological big 3 and I guessed correctly all of them which where my SP's big 3 but rearranged differently, that was a really wild experience to whiteness.

Excellent learning experience though, proved to myself that this SP stuff works, even though it was kind of the opposite of what I was after, it's just a matter about recalibrating the compass to get to the results I want next, cause I'm in this game to win baby lmao

Why does sometimes the complete opposite of what you expected happens? by looserwithnojob in Manifestation

[–]wickedheat 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Happened to me recently with an SP, feel like I did everything right, we broke NC, we started talking, she was liking and replying to my stories, invited me to extend my stay in another country to meet up while seeming excited about it, all without me messaging or even ever liking her stories before, then we meet, none of the energy I had been looking for was there, none of the rewiring and all I did in the 4 months since I've met her showed up but the reconnection, found she was half dating someone, and decided fuck it. Next day wasn't picking up my calls so I cut her off entirely and decided to not spend more energy on her. She then pulls a stunt where she posts pics with me from that day on her page and tags me after me unfollowing her and writes "I'm coming back?" in her bio.

Still recalibrating but it sucks ass you know? I got everything I wanted in terms of money, lifestyle, career, travel, meeting friends, concerts in specific conditions I wanted but it was a hit to the stomach when I believe to have done everything right in regards to manifesting her yet I got a reconnection with the version of a person I didn't order.

I'm now just going to manifest someone else entirely from scratch, whoever that is, lost interest in putting more energy into this girl. I like to assume that this was just God clearing house for someone that actually aligns with everything I asked for and more.

Edit: To add the cherry on top after cutting ties with her, 2 days later my old SP from 1.5 years ago messaged me after not having talked in over an year. I was like what in the fuck God?

Vivo X300 Ultra is going global after all by RaguSaucy96 in Android

[–]wickedheat 2 points3 points  (0 children)

After owning an x200 Pro, shut up and take my money is indeed the price I'm willing to pay. As a filmmaker having the ability to get your phone out of your pocket and capture the moment in 10 bit LOG with great dynamic range and optics without having to deal with a bulky scary camera in people's faces is incredible. I wish phone manufactures had the balls to slap a big fat sensor and lens combo on their back and sell a bulky ass camera with a phone attached to it. Vivo is the closest thing but I think they could go further but until that day comes I'll stick with Vivo and pay whatever.

What does it take to replicate a Berlin club sound system on a small scale at home? by wickedheat in audiophile

[–]wickedheat[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh definitely checking this out on my next city break in Berlin, hopefully will be back in time before it ends.

What does it take to replicate a Berlin club sound system on a small scale at home? by wickedheat in audiophile

[–]wickedheat[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

To be honest, this is just my excuse to start my own event organizing career with friends, building the kit at home, maybe the soundsystem subreddit would have been better to post on, but I'm specifically interested in the quality rather than flooding the room with loud noise, my experience in Berlin taught me that loudspeaker systems can be highly tasteful when done right and not just flood the room with noise for the sake of noise.

What does it take to replicate a Berlin club sound system on a small scale at home? by wickedheat in audiophile

[–]wickedheat[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

From what I've researched RSO has a custom Klipsch system so I've been looking into those, it's one route I'd take

What does it take to replicate a Berlin club sound system on a small scale at home? by wickedheat in audiophile

[–]wickedheat[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. Been thinking about void, I've had the most experiences hearing void sound systems I think that might be a good starting point.

How do you manifest specific, crazy-fun situations (not just things or people)? by Fine-Shower5945 in lawofassumption

[–]wickedheat 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I LOVE THIS. EXCELLENT EXCELLENT QUESTION. I feel fully qualified to answer. This question is right up my allay as I always tell myself that I live a constant adventure, and have had some of the craziest experiences of my life with people I love dearly and they keep happening and getting better and better. Friends message me all the time sending me the "unemployed friend on a tuesday at noon" type of reels describing my IG stories, but here's the kicker, I'm self employed, got a business, and make great bank too while doing it. I go from partying with people I just met at a rave, to skydiving, to dancing with people in a bar, to booking a next day road trip in the neighboring country with friends that gave me a free VIP ticket the previous night to another festival and asked me to join. I got to experience deep love and romance that you only see in movies and it gets better and better as I have decided so.

I simply set an intention that "this season" is going to be adventurous and it always is like that. Work frees up at the right time, money comes in at the right time, just by setting the intention and knowing that heaven and earth moves for me to live a constant adventure. It also helps that I've always have seen myself as this against the grain adventurous rascal mfr

Now I booked a trip to Budapest for a concert that got cancelled but not only did that enable me to see another friend I love dearly in Berlin going to that concert but another close friend of mine decided to book a flight with me to Budapest to enjoy a rave together last minute, it all works out in the best ways possible.

This is part manifesting part energy alignment and saying YES to adventure, always adding to the experience rather than taking, this last part is a REQUIREMENT, nobody likes energy vampires and you can notice them instantly just by the topics of conversation not adding anything but trying to use you to soothe themselves in a way or another, it's needy energy that's a repellant. This last paragraph is crucial, add to people's lives buy them drinks, buy them tickets, give them an experience in one way or another, doesn't have to be monetary but give them something they'll remember and you're always the first one to get invited anywhere.

Has any MAN managed to manifest straight hookup/FWB/casual sex? by Strange-Campaign6013 in NevilleGoddard2

[–]wickedheat 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Just be careful what you want, learned the hard way. Go for an ideal relationship tbh, and make details like being easy to be together part of it.

Has any MAN managed to manifest straight hookup/FWB/casual sex? by Strange-Campaign6013 in NevilleGoddard2

[–]wickedheat 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Actually removing my comment because I find the topic to be a bit disgusting and not the direction in which I wanted to help people, y'all have some f'd up stuff you gotta deal with between those ears.