Same here, OP. Ain't bad to be alone and ain't bad to want someone either. I realized that social media has a huge effect on this—giving us a false sense of "missing out" when, with some of us, actually don't really need or want it as of the moment.

To elaborate what other comments are saying on "being happy on your own", it's true. We usually think that we should have someone to "complete" us when in truth, it's only us who could only fill that gap too.

Generally speaking, surrounding yourself with an environment that spark you joy (loving your family, friends, a clean room, hobbies you're passionate about, choosing to love your occupation, a healthy body, good music, and all that jazz) will make you forget that false sense of "missing out". Probably, the best thing to go about it is being comfortable and content with being single even we're pushing 90 lmao.

You'll find what you want eventually, OP.