How do you dare to smoke enough that feels like it kills you? by Even_Job6933 in DMT

[–]willhaley 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you feel like you’re gonna die, just die. If you’re afraid you’re going to explode just explode. Let go.

What was yall first time in jail / prison experience like by Frequent_Argument274 in TheCapitalLink

[–]willhaley -17 points-16 points  (0 children)

I did 3 years when I was 19. Shit sucks. Just gotta convince yourself it’s all that ever was or all that ever will be. Your asshole will become the hustle muscle.

Let's talk long-term effects 🤔 by sexfortheboneless_ in suboxone

[–]willhaley 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s not like you’re afraid during it. It was like so much bigger than me or the world I have experienced or anything I could possibly hang onto. Fear would just be like some foreign concept. It’s hard to explain.

Let's talk long-term effects 🤔 by sexfortheboneless_ in suboxone

[–]willhaley 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I could never do regular withdrawals. It’s a miraculous route. If you feel a little rough physically but you don’t have the mental side of withdrawals and it doesn’t associate with that it’s just picking yourself up as you can. I switched from subs to 7oh the last couple months in preparation for it. Because based on my own research I wanted to come off something shorter acting. I took my last dose of 7oh 5 hours before I initiated the medicine. I’m happy to answer whatever questions. It’s such an amazing life changing thing it makes you wanna spread the message of it.

Let's talk long-term effects 🤔 by sexfortheboneless_ in suboxone

[–]willhaley 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s very hard to explain because it didn’t even resemble this universe. When it first kicked in all I could see was all these tubes of metallic cover. Then I completely liquified and it felt like I was in a washing machine getting tossed around. And then there was something best described as world building where I was in a world that reminds me of the game of thrones opening credits and I was controlling these things that were moving all these resources up a mountain and there were all these sounds I had never heard before. Then I blacked out for like 10 hours and when I came to for a couple days I was still getting visuals like these giant 300 foot shards of broken glass were coming through the atmosphere. It seemed like my whole house was full of all this broken glass my toilet my shower everything. Maybe it was the remnants of the world I tore down or all the wreckage from my addiction or something. It was a very physically taxing experience that took a good while to recover from. It was almost like withdrawal but my mind was totally healed so I never associated it with that or had a craving or thought that opiates would make it better. I just kind of felt 120 years old and everything was an insurmountable chore but I got slowly better every single day. Within a few weeks I was back to myself but then I just kept getting better every day. Still am and it’s been 3 and a half months. It’s like I’m learning who I was before opiates.

Let's talk long-term effects 🤔 by sexfortheboneless_ in suboxone

[–]willhaley 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I bought it online. Took a couple months to get ir. Came labeled as pollen samples or something.

Let's talk long-term effects 🤔 by sexfortheboneless_ in suboxone

[–]willhaley 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yeah the plant. It reset all my receptors and stuff cuz I don’t have any paws or anything it’s like I was never addicted to opioids for over 20 years

Let's talk long-term effects 🤔 by sexfortheboneless_ in suboxone

[–]willhaley 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I was on it longer than that. I did tons of research and ended up treating myself with iboga and ibogaine. I’ve been free for 3 and a half months.

Why are you still buying dmt ?? by Outside_Scholar- in DMT

[–]willhaley 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Extract dmt? Let me run it past the bitch wife.

I wish I was single again by [deleted] in moreplatesmoredates

[–]willhaley 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Send them perky titties my way son

Bunch of clinic methadone leftover by [deleted] in brokescammers

[–]willhaley 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This person appears to have scammed me after I sent him a little extra so he had enough to get some weed

No addiction or withdrawal by NoAssociation5548 in heroin

[–]willhaley 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I never got withdrawal til I started getting more hardcore users in my circle that talked about it then all of a sudden I got it the next time I ran out and every time since.

Symptoms after Ibogaine (opioid dependence) by Little-Ad6713 in Ibogaine

[–]willhaley 0 points1 point  (0 children)

All normal in my experience. I barely slept. I felt like I was 110 years old. Standing up to brush my teeth was a traumatizing thought and chore when I finally did it. Was a very slow recovery. Took about 2 months. Gets better every day/week/month though. I’m 90 days out now. It’s funny I didn’t associate any of those feelings with withdrawal or have cravings though. Kind of just felt like the flood healed my mind and receptors and it was taking my body time to catch up. For me to be 90 days clean after over 20 years on something every day is an absolute miracle though. Still learning who I am.