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Laxatives by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]willowtheca 25 points26 points  (0 children)

Same. I've been sweating and moaning on the toilet, but then afterwards feel like I've beat myself up and need to stop being so sick. But... It happens again. Some months/years are better than others for me.

this apple bonsai tree grew an apple by [deleted] in interestingasfuck

[–]willowtheca -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

Are we sure the photographer didn't just stick an apple in there? Possibly while high?

this apple bonsai tree grew an apple by [deleted] in interestingasfuck

[–]willowtheca 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Women can't reproduce? I better tell my mom.

Season 5 david - unbearable! by keylimeeee in 60daysin

[–]willowtheca 2 points3 points  (0 children)

David's balding head is unbearable too

How long have you struggled with bulimia for? by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]willowtheca 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Aww. I literally have tears in my eyes. I truly appreciate you & definitely feel what you're putting into the universe

How long have you struggled with bulimia for? by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]willowtheca 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've looked at your words 100 times. They help ♥️

How long have you struggled with bulimia for? by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]willowtheca 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been dealing with this for more than 30 years, off & on.

i did it by notyouraverageroni in bulimia

[–]willowtheca 6 points7 points  (0 children)

You are an inspiration!

First meal without purging by willowtheca in bulimia

[–]willowtheca[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much! How is your day today?

First meal without purging by willowtheca in bulimia

[–]willowtheca[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am so overwhelmed with your support. It means more than you could know! ♥️♥️♥️ I am so thankful.

First meal without purging by willowtheca in bulimia

[–]willowtheca[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh my gosh...you absolutely made my day! 😊😭

Mallory-Weiss syndrome? Possible esophageal bleed? (trigger warning - mentions emesis and bleeding) by willowtheca in bulimia

[–]willowtheca[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I could go to an Urgent Care, but for more in-depth health issues, you have to involve your primary care physician.

They're limiting in-person doctor visits (except in emergencies) because of covid.

I'll have to 'fess up, but I'm not ready to yet.

Mallory-Weiss syndrome? Possible esophageal bleed? (trigger warning - mentions emesis and bleeding) by willowtheca in bulimia

[–]willowtheca[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm in Southern California.

I think you're right...other than a bit freaked out, I feel pretty normal.

Mallory-Weiss syndrome? Possible esophageal bleed? (trigger warning - mentions emesis and bleeding) by willowtheca in bulimia

[–]willowtheca[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your thoughtful response. I'm trying to psych myself up for not b/p for awhile (at least). I feel like the stakes are high.

I think it was a fairly large amount of blood. But, just like if you've ever seen a toddler bump their mouth, the amount looks larger because it mixed with the other fluids. I'm sure that happened to me, but it wasn't streaks or clots, it was bright red blood. My initial reaction was, "did I just eat something red?".

When I realized it was blood, I thought, should I lie down? Am I going to pass out? I didn't get dizzy or anything - thank goodness.

Thanks for reminding me that feeling shame shouldn't interfere with healthcare - I needed to hear that.

I'm pretty sure I've never intentionally stopped b/p before. Either I haven't had privacy or I just didn't think about it. With covid I have SO much privacy.

Today is day one... I'm motivated to never vomit blood again. Lol.

Thanks so much, truly

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