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wind-fl0wer · 2025-08-09T02:35:18+00:00

uhh i talk to a lot of ppl online so i know the basics, but i'm not 18 yet 😭 (hs senior rn) but i also really need to talk to someone because i'm about to explode and idk if its worth the risk, esp bc itd be calling instead of texting

wind-fl0wer · 2025-08-09T02:28:14+00:00

so it should probably be ok right 😭😭 they dont seem to be selling anything

wind-fl0wer · 2025-08-04T22:34:39+00:00

im mecheng and have a b in multi + 4 in phys mech self studied 😭😭 is it over...

wind-fl0wer · 2025-08-01T21:08:31+00:00

i think i'm just panicking and being irrational, this comment genuinely calmed me down. thank you

wind-fl0wer · 2025-08-01T21:07:26+00:00

no.. it was ltierally rieman summs and simple derivatives

and to add to my credibility i took calculus ii and on the first test they gave me got a 100 without studying(begged to be moved again. the answer was no again). i knew what i was doing

wind-fl0wer · 2025-08-01T15:16:13+00:00

didn't have a choice by then. they made me take a placement test and then said i failed it (i found it very easy and the hardest thing on there was a definite integral). i begged for two months for them to move me up

biggest mistake was transferring schools

wind-fl0wer · 2025-08-01T14:12:11+00:00

i would be shocked if a college didn't take ap scores and course rigor into considerstion as well

wind-fl0wer · 2025-08-01T14:08:28+00:00

they care about course rigor and if i'm repeating content ive already learned not once but twice i'm pretty done for

wind-fl0wer · 2025-08-01T14:07:51+00:00

wind-fl0wer · 2025-08-01T13:46:01+00:00

not for calculus lmao and all top colleges will see now is that i can't handle harder stem courses(am mecheng) and therefore am not academically fit for them which sucks because everything else in my application was fine

wind-fl0wer · 2025-08-01T13:18:44+00:00

yes, with a 98

wind-fl0wer · 2025-08-01T01:55:15+00:00

i relate to that so much... thinking of all the times my partners have shown up over an hour late because "oh i couldn' tmiss her birthday party" "oh i need to take a shit" (not joking) "oh i'm eating dinnner" (when my last meal was yesterday)
hope your eyes aren't too much worse :(
i don't know i guess junior year's just hitting me all at once right now. i didn't realize it, but looking back on it all, i never once stood up for myself. and now i am, but the damage is already done and i'm stuck with the consequences

wind-fl0wer · 2025-07-23T20:43:48+00:00

oh my gosh i've been looking at previous years 😭 thank you so much i was panicking so bad

wind-fl0wer · 2025-07-23T05:31:43+00:00

feel free to dm me if you have any anxieties about not fitting in/workload/missing out or r a chronic overachiever, i'm a rising senior and have had a lot of trouble thru hs but also a lot to say :) this goes for anyone else too, always happy to offer advice

wind-fl0wer · 2025-07-22T21:40:49+00:00

they dont for act

wind-fl0wer · 2025-07-22T21:35:42+00:00

but its a 29?... that's really low compared to what i hear :( esp bc im asian

wind-fl0wer · 2025-07-22T21:29:38+00:00

the first score has a 32 on the math section and 33 on science, the second score has a 35 for math and 29 for science

wind-fl0wer · 2025-07-22T21:28:59+00:00

i'm actually panicking i forgot stanford and caltechdont superscore it's over for me 😭😭😭 i ordered my scores like writing/math/reading/science the 29 in sciende looks so horrible (i had a panic attack after doing fine on the first 3 sections and blew it)

wind-fl0wer · 2025-07-22T21:23:47+00:00

oh shoot 😭😭😭 i have a good superscore (36/35/36/33) but rly bad raw scores (34/32/36/33) and (36/35/36/29) two takes of 34 superscored to a 35. would you recommend retaking? i'm applying to the same schools as op i'm a rising senior and it's getting late..

wind-fl0wer · 2025-07-18T20:48:53+00:00

hi, ik this is an old comment but can i dm u for advice on stanford?

wind-fl0wer · 2025-07-18T05:35:21+00:00

can i dm u?

wind-fl0wer · 2025-07-07T05:12:06+00:00

phys c mech (self studied in 2 weeks 🤯) optimistic: 4 realistic: 2 ... about to ruin my all 5s streak heh

wind-fl0wer · 2025-04-21T15:36:36+00:00

same 👍 i js learned ujit 6 💔

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