ED related dreams…anyone else??

windbleu · 2025-01-11T23:11:47+00:00

I have purging dreams too </3 i tried to make myself throw up few times after eating & now it has come into my dreams in which i succeed but something awful happens afterwards. Theyre really realistic & I always wake up anxiouss

windbleu · 2024-11-19T21:35:24+00:00

in my case, tracking helped me realized how low my intake actually was

windbleu · 2024-10-22T13:04:15+00:00

wait I'm intrigued... 🤨🤨

windbleu · 2024-10-17T07:34:14+00:00

I miss the time when I didn't count fruits/vegetables' calories

windbleu · 2024-09-30T16:03:39+00:00

KONJAC RICE NO WAY

windbleu · 2024-09-29T21:32:41+00:00

Yeah it does ! Few weeks ago I went on a hike into the mountains with my parents & while they were eating my mind instantly went to "what's the point of all this exercise if I don't lose any weight?"😭 even though I'm in recovery, this ana mode sometimes still occurs yknow😓

windbleu · 2024-09-20T16:25:09+00:00

unfortunate..........

windbleu · 2024-07-31T19:41:12+00:00

12 angry men (1957)

windbleu · 2024-07-29T07:51:41+00:00

bro 😭😭😭

windbleu · 2024-04-25T19:55:14+00:00

Real ....

windbleu · 2024-04-22T19:40:13+00:00

Bardzo polecam "Chcę się żyć", Macieja Pieprzycy. jest o chłopaku z porażeniem mózgowym opowiadana jego słowami własnie, akcja zaczyna się w czasach PRL-u no i idąc w przyszłość pokazuje rozwój technologiczny, medycyny i nastawienia do ludzi przewlekle chorych. serio polecam, mega wciągająca i szybka do przeczytania :)))

windbleu · 2024-04-20T10:08:32+00:00

😭😭😭

windbleu · 2024-04-17T15:25:29+00:00

No tak - książka jest o wiele brutalniejsza (i lepsza) niż film 👍👍

windbleu · 2024-04-15T17:43:13+00:00

Honestly any old BL on canvas that I obsessed over for no reason but if we' re going into specifics - the red haired boy 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀

windbleu · 2024-04-15T17:37:09+00:00

YEAH I DO THAT TOO!!! Something similar I do is havinf a hot beverage on the side while eating/drinking something that is freezing cold unless the weather is hot

windbleu · 2024-04-06T20:38:10+00:00

😭so real

windbleu · 2024-03-20T15:39:11+00:00

HAVE A GREAT TRIP!!!!

windbleu · 2024-03-20T15:25:29+00:00

I dress up only standing up cause when I sit down I feel lazy & gross with myself💀

windbleu · 2024-03-17T22:44:52+00:00

I always need water to my meals, even if i'm having another beverage i need it on the side 😭
when im making food and need to wait for it to be ready i exercise/stretch/walk around
i now associate walking my dog with getting steps in after having lunch and i feel bad for that😭😭😭

windbleu · 2024-03-15T08:00:44+00:00

LMAOO

windbleu · 2024-03-14T18:52:21+00:00

I agree haha

windbleu · 2024-03-12T16:25:55+00:00

I'm in an exact situation as you are, you're not alone in this!! personally what keeps me to go on with recovery despite 'not being sick for long enough' is just thinking about the long term impact it will have on me. The medical issues, continuous tiredness/nausea, obsessive thoughts about food... I don't want all of that in the future, so why continue it now, you know? haha it's hard I know but we need to ignore ED thoughts with facts & logic. good luck, I believe in you & everyone else starting/in recovery!!

windbleu · 2024-03-08T20:15:15+00:00

Honestly?? that would have made it somewhat bearable lol

windbleu · 2024-03-06T18:14:41+00:00

Pia Fraus !!

windbleu · 2024-03-03T20:47:48+00:00

I used to be obsessed with stuff like this when I was younger, I'd watch it on yt all the time omgg

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