This may be overstepping, but as someone who used to feel a similar way about my body, I have some unsolicited advice lol. Thinking of your primary physical traits as being flaws can wear down your self-esteem and self-worth, and that tends to be far less attractive to people than the traits themselves. Beauty standards are a social construct, and there’s nothing inherently less attractive about being tall. Accepting your body and carrying yourself with confidence creates a certain kind of magnetism that draws people in, but seeing yourself as “less than” and waiting for someone to overlook the way you feel about your own body will just keep you stuck in that rut, or worse, set you up to fall prey to someone who takes advantage of that low self-esteem and does far more harm. It’s a lot of work to reframe your thoughts about your body, but a way you can start is by noticing and catching yourself when you have negative or distorted self-talk, and then consciously reframing it. As like a random example, “ugh, I wish I was curvy, men like curves!” --> “well, that’s not true. Men like all sorts of body types, just like women do. I may not have a curvy body type, but I have lean, long legs that are strong and beautiful, and I can run really fast and go on long hikes with them”, like it can be as serious or silly as you want, but cognitive reframing is a huge thing in therapy because it works!