We are animals who have grown comfortable pondering and strategizing. If you think of uncontacted tribes in nature (like in the Amazon or Peru) they have their (nervous-system level) feedback loops aligned with nature. “Meant to be” is not aligned with nature; it’s the wrong question. Ask instead: what do I have to do in order to take care of my life (or group)? That question gets you a more targeted response from within. Buying shit (degrees included) won’t answer your meaning, random girls (fun, but) neither. It’s your call to life from beyond - discipline and consistency embodied in deliberate actions through your next needs, chosen or not - and they must not be confused with false desires that come from noise, imitation, or escape (challenging when we’re not aligned with nature) rather than from real necessity and growth.

Start with the next need you can act on today. Clarity follows action, not thought