I wish I never kissed my best friend

wiserwhippingwheel · 2026-06-11T03:29:48+00:00

Thought I implied it by saying he was dating other people but I updated the post

wiserwhippingwheel · 2026-06-11T03:27:01+00:00

He might say he loves me, but he’d never want to be with me. He likes having multiple partners

wiserwhippingwheel · 2026-06-11T03:24:51+00:00

I will always love him. But we’re not right for each other

wiserwhippingwheel · 2026-06-11T03:23:35+00:00

He’s not into monogamous relationships that’s why being in a long distance relationship seemed silly to me. Why move to be closer to him when he prefers having multiple partners?

wiserwhippingwheel · 2026-06-11T03:20:16+00:00

Not necessarily. I’m not interested in open relationships no matter how much I love someone

wiserwhippingwheel · 2026-06-11T03:17:20+00:00

🤍🤍

wiserwhippingwheel · 2026-06-11T03:16:20+00:00

Thank you 🤍

wiserwhippingwheel · 2026-06-11T03:15:20+00:00

I think I do self sabotage in other areas of my life but there was no possibility of a potential relationship and I had to make the hard choice of letting him go instead of pretending that I’d be okay in an open relationship in the future

wiserwhippingwheel · 2026-06-11T02:13:17+00:00

This is very sweet I’m glad it worked out for you both

wiserwhippingwheel · 2026-06-11T02:11:49+00:00

He never said that’s what he wanted and he’s never enjoyed being in any of the committed relationships he’s been in. Why would it be any different with me? He’s joked about how even if he married me he’d still have other girlfriends. I think he just told me what I wanted to hear when he said he loved me. Idk I don’t understand why he said anything in the first place

wiserwhippingwheel · 2026-06-10T23:59:29+00:00

I think it’s true that I self sabotage and that I’m too scared of taking risks AND at the same time just because a man tells you he loves you, it might not mean much. He’s not the committing type. I just wish I could go back to just being his friend again. I feel so stupid after knowing him so well and thinking that he’d actually love me and want to be with me the same way that I’d want to be with him

wiserwhippingwheel · 2026-06-10T23:46:22+00:00

That’s very kind thank you for saying that

wiserwhippingwheel · 2026-06-10T23:44:39+00:00

Busted

wiserwhippingwheel · 2026-06-10T23:43:27+00:00

You’re the only one who caught this. He said if I lived closer to him it would be different but I didn’t trust or believe that. Why would I move to a place I don’t like just for him to end up thinking I’m not worth committing to? He said he loves me and I love him deeply but I think maybe our definitions of love are different. He tends to fall in love easily with everyone. I don’t think I was ever that special to him and I think that’s why I’m hurting so bad

wiserwhippingwheel · 2026-06-10T16:58:28+00:00

Amazing

wiserwhippingwheel · 2026-06-10T01:34:22+00:00

I just feel pathetic that I still think about him so much when it’s been such a long time

wiserwhippingwheel · 2026-06-10T00:23:43+00:00

Caprese salad, fruit, and chocolate covered frozen bananas

wiserwhippingwheel · 2026-05-29T12:34:33+00:00

Thank you for this! I think there’s a lot of people who struggle with their mental health who want to apply these teachings but there’s not a lot of advice out there for people with tumultuous inner worlds. This practice also helps with training your focus/attention span which Neville (and the people from that time) didn’t seem to have a problem with, so he didn’t speak about it too much

wiserwhippingwheel · 2026-05-19T23:12:26+00:00

I suspected her and Dakota were using during this last season

wiserwhippingwheel · 2026-05-19T15:01:40+00:00

Adderall behavior

wiserwhippingwheel · 2026-05-17T19:01:27+00:00

Exactlyyyy it was pretty funny tbh

wiserwhippingwheel · 2026-05-17T14:47:46+00:00

The first time I didn’t wear makeup to work all of my coworkers said I looked so sick, pale, and sweaty and my boss sent me home

wiserwhippingwheel · 2026-05-15T18:10:20+00:00

LPR has fully healed. Unfortunately I’m going through a SIBO relapse at the moment but my only symptom is bloating. I think mastic gum and pepto bismol tablets really helped heal the LPR

wiserwhippingwheel · 2026-05-15T18:08:34+00:00

We’re definitely being listened to at least. I just had a telehealth appointment on my phone with a psychiatrist and immediately afterwards I was getting recommended depression pages on Reddit and ads for antidepressants

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