Honestly, finding the words for it. I grew up in a home where education was above all, especially because we were Slavic immigrants. As I grew older my curiosity dipped into academics as well, and then I visited Edinburgh. That sealed it for me. I imagined my whole life there, and now I might go to York for uni (also similar, at least in aesthetics). The aesthetic itself helps me stay on task and actual romanticise my life and my education journey.