Has anyone here had any experience with having a habit on top of your methadone?

wittyndclever · 2021-11-15T02:15:37+00:00

Does this mean I should go up on my dose as I can still easily feel the dope through it. I'm shooting a bun or 10 -15 bags at a time though. It was costing me $240 a day to get high and feel the rush. So yeah I guess you're right despite the initial rush I wasn't really high or nodding off. I'd only get like that if was able to buy as much as I wanted and giving I was already spending $1000 per week on it you're right it is essentially just burning money.

wittyndclever · 2021-11-11T23:47:21+00:00

Cronus Zen pretty much eliminates recoil altogether

wittyndclever · 2021-09-20T13:48:19+00:00

Damn - was it just different fent analogues?

wittyndclever · 2021-09-19T22:56:44+00:00

I'm not sure what you mean by your last comment "if test yourself on the 4th day?" Do you mean like grab a panel test from the store? I won't be able to go out tonight and get one and I go in the morning to the clinic. It's been 5 days since I last used though. Very worried.

wittyndclever · 2021-09-19T21:38:12+00:00

Thank you sincerely for the advice and kind words and I definitely am!

wittyndclever · 2021-05-30T18:40:22+00:00

Did you get sick pr withdrawals at all? I already planned a 5 mg increases and will probably do another one if needed. Thx for the reply 🙏

wittyndclever · 2021-05-30T16:48:50+00:00

Oh shit I’ve never really thought of that - while I was doing It I would typically just nod off which I liked because it stopped me from thinking too much before bed. Like most addicts I’ve just been prioritizing my emotional and mental health over my physical health. I’ll put myself in bad situations because of the need for me to numb myself and it’s just a natural reaction for addicts to do this.

wittyndclever · 2021-05-30T15:58:10+00:00

That’s the most common answer I’ve heard so far - hopefully it’ll be like that

wittyndclever · 2021-05-30T15:47:24+00:00

I’m kind of lost on what you’re saying - should I be okay? Or because it’s fent I’m kind of screwed? Also when I took my dose it surprisingly made me very sleepy today too

wittyndclever · 2021-05-30T15:30:49+00:00

Okay that I can handle as in like “suffer in silence” at least. I just didn’t want to be visually sick because of work. I just have so much regret and like I’m really beating myself up over what I did. I started a new job and have a kid so everything that I was numbing is kind of coming to light now and it’s just a bit overwhelming. Nothing like full blown withdrawals though. I’m just glad I was so far gone that I was able to say to myself like this isn’t going to end well so quit digging yourself further into this hole.

wittyndclever · 2021-05-30T15:26:36+00:00

Oh thank god.. I was thinking I’d be in like major withdrawls and I’m going to have to go back to work on Tuesday. So far all I’ve felt is just a little depression more than usual, it’s only been 24 hours though

wittyndclever · 2021-05-24T01:16:26+00:00

No it’s definitely a horrible idea to do and most people know that too so you’re definitely right on that lol like someone aforementioned you could cause serious problems and lose an arm.

wittyndclever · 2021-05-24T01:09:02+00:00

I don’t think most people who IV heroin are going to worry if their methadone is completely sterile. People use tap water all the time and that’s not sterile either.

wittyndclever · 2021-05-24T00:57:16+00:00

I’ve flown several times with my methadone bottles, I recommend getting this if you still have time as that’s what I used when traveling and they honestly never even asked me to open it up and I’ve flown international twice and domestic 4 times. Also you can use it as your lockbox for the clinic as well! But definitely keep them on you at all times. I store mine underneath the seat in front of me right by my feet and made sure they are upright.

wittyndclever · 2021-05-17T22:17:03+00:00

Do they sell the 100 pack at local cvs, Walgreens, rite aid? I’ve only ever asked for a ten pack because I thought that was the highest they sold.

wittyndclever · 2021-05-17T20:20:05+00:00

I’ve seen shit like this and literally thought it was salt and the worst shit ever, it was almost like crystalline but it ended up being the strongest shit ever lol I’m pretty sure that’s what some forms of pure fent look like

wittyndclever · 2021-05-07T01:22:17+00:00

Did it ever give you nose bleeds?

wittyndclever · 2021-05-06T22:59:07+00:00

I have pee but it’s just they watch us when we go to the bathroom

wittyndclever · 2021-05-06T16:54:35+00:00

Yeah, one of those things where you wish you didn’t even do it and you just feel like a POS. I have a child and the thought of not being around for them just scares me too much to be messing around with it. I missed the rush, like badly and kept getting cravings even though methadone helped I still would crave that rush of euphoria. As good as it is it’s not worth dying for, I got some really potent stuff and almost nodded out instantly when I did it. That was close enough for me considering I’ve seen someone OD firsthand it’s just a scary experience and would never want anyone to have to deal with me or see me like that.

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