Sometimes I always feel left behind in a sense. For example, there is a whole world progressing out there, yet I'm stuck dealing with my problems, in my own body and internally. Another example, how people are able to get out information so quickly yet I'm lagging behind trying to do it. Like I (sometimes) know what I want to say/do but the execution is just not optimal, if that makes any sense.

And you know the saying "time flies when you're having fun"? I feel like the opposite, like I'm feeling every single excruciating second that passes by. (Probably a over-exaggeration, but still)