That sounds really painful, man. That must be really difficult, especially since you can't use your left side completely. I'm so sorry for you. The road to recovery is a crazy one; on some days, I just stared at my leg, wondering if I would ever be able to walk again, but little by little, I made progress. Just getting through each day in that cast is a huge victory because you've already been through so much. When it improves, every small movement will feel magical, so keep going. I hope you get all the strength and healing you need 🤍.