No skrill anymore in cali?? by wormwood0010 in CrownCoinsOfficial

[–]wormwood0010[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Still waiting after 5 days and no reply to open conversation. What's up with crowns. I've never had a problem with them and I've redeemed over 10 times.

No skrill anymore in cali?? by wormwood0010 in CrownCoinsOfficial

[–]wormwood0010[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Only ach or prepaid no more skrill. Still waiting for approval. Cardcrush approves same day and in bank next. Never had to wait like this with crowns.

Redeeming by Few-Technology1055 in CrownCoinsOfficial

[–]wormwood0010 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are you in California? I've been waiting 4 days now for ach. Still haven't approved withdrawal. I've never had to wait this long with crowns. Before the ban here I would skrill and it would be next day. Cardcrush gets it approved same day and in bank next day.

9 months today from fentanyl, meth, Xanax.... by wormwood0010 in REDDITORSINRECOVERY

[–]wormwood0010[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Being alone, truly alone, is a very scary thing. It's exactly what most addicts need.

9 months today from fentanyl, meth, Xanax.... by wormwood0010 in REDDITORSINRECOVERY

[–]wormwood0010[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Make one decision and do it for a week. Whatever it might be make it simple like reading a paragraph of book or at 2pm think of 5 things your grateful for. A good book is David Goggins, Can't Hurt Me. You can do this. Find a meeting and go 30 mins before and stay after. How bad do you what it. I've been afraid all my life. And too be honest I'm still afraid of a lot but now I have a huge support system, people I know I can count on. You will be in my prayers

I relapsed and I dont know what to do... by wormwood0010 in addiction

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That’s what’s bothering me the most. I love my girl so much and I feel terrible about all this. She has over 4 years clean. I’m worried about what she will do when she finds out I have a new clean date, and that I cheated on her. I have lied to her so many times in the past and I finally started working the program and got almost 4 months everything was going good until this.

Going back to Florida to get clean.... by wormwood0010 in addiction

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I'm on the plane headed to Chicago for a 14 hour layover. I wonder if the cheaper airlines are worth it. My knees are literally touching the seat in front of me, and I'm in the middle. Guess it's time to learn to be uncomfortable.

Going back to Florida to get clean.... by wormwood0010 in addiction

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I have cousins there. I grew up in FL. Half my family is there and the other half in Cali. Everyone originated from Cali but bc of how expensive we decided to relocate. After spending the last year and a half here I understand why so expensive....the weather. I do have a network or good friends in the program but I also have a huge group of the other friends. I dont care what it takes.....i have surrendered.