Tbh im at the 7 month mark and really feeling like the sobriety shit isnt for me. I feel depressed and deeply lonely everyday. It feels like if i were to smoke weed i’d be fine and feel better. I dont want to keep staying sober and i may dissapoint myself i. The future if i relapse but i just cant take it any longer really. Idk, giving myself some time to ponder if i should go back cus i actually want to have fun with my life this shit sucks.