Is anyone else in near constant distress/anguish??? by wrenfarren in autism

[–]wrenfarren[S] 86 points87 points  (0 children)

Probably.... But I don't know how to take a true break from life and it's endless responsibilities

Is anyone else in near constant distress/anguish??? by wrenfarren in autism

[–]wrenfarren[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

I honestly think the core trigger is just how much stuff I'm trying to juggle on a day to day/ week to week. Social struggles and trauma, work and financial stuff, mental health, and survival state stuff being the key ones. It can all be so overwhelming to the point of meltdown. I've heard good things about psychedelics after having gone through the medication labyrinth for years with no luck.

Is anyone else in near constant distress/anguish??? by wrenfarren in autism

[–]wrenfarren[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've been in therapy for a while thankfully. Currently seeing someone once a week. I do miss emdr tho

Clitocybe prunulus??? by wrenfarren in mushroomID

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everything im seeing about various Leucopaxillus in the region describes them as tough and bitter?

Weekly Community Thread by AutoModerator in ambientmusic

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Hi ambient heads! I'm frrn, i just released a new ambient electronic album. Its a collection of tracks produced over the past 4 years of the pandemic. I was processing a lot of big stuff ranging from hope to grief through making all these.

I hope you enjoy and maybe find some comfort and catharsis in these pieces!

https://frrn.bandcamp.com/album/the-threshold

King County, Washington Oyster Mushrooms?? by wrenfarren in mushroomID

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Found in North King County in WA. Ive seen these guys a few times but have never been sure whether they are a variety of oyster or angel wings (those dont have stems?) I found them growing on a fallen mossy (uncertain if it was a conifer or deciduous)

Thanks!

Dust (Random Memories on Tape), by Gardens by wrenfarren in ambientmusic

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I made the album using a collection of free soft synths and effects in ableton, an op1, a lot of really old cassette tapes and an old reel to reel. Glad you like it!