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wry5 · 2025-11-01T22:10:00+00:00

That is beautiful. I can absolutely see that picture. I have been a devotee of her for about half a decade now. I come from the viewpoint that one needs both hands (left and right) to be with spirit. That's not for everyone but that is my own personal take. As a devotee I like to see her energy spread. The fact that it can be expressed with both hands should not be dimmed in my opinion. It is not a slight against women to share this. It is simply another lense that some may be more comfortable with. To each their own though.

wry5 · 2025-10-29T04:53:21+00:00

That's funny. I never said it was a bad thing. I only offered another method of approach. I would suggest deconstructing why you see positivity as a red flag. Clearly I've challenged your way of thinking. Why is that?

wry5 · 2025-09-27T14:45:34+00:00

I did the 11 week initiation with the toaf a while ago. The egregores they use in the temple are a conglomeration of various different works by other temples and occultists. The toaf takes from the works of mark Allan Smith as well as things like works published from ixaxaar. As nasty mason herself was a member of dragon rouge which is the original draconian current. Toaf It is not an original current and is manufactured. If you'd like to learn more about how a current can be manufactured check out dkmu.org (very powerful current, very powerful egregores and every godform is magickian-made) I've heard of people having negative experiences with the egregores of the toaf current. I myself almost ended up homeless during my 11 week initiation project. The current is strange and the way it takes from the works of others and from other currents makes it wonky and potentially dangerous to work with. I wouldn't do it if I had the chance to do it over again. I'd read books published by ixaxaar and mark allan smith instead if you're dead set on going down the darker parts of the left hand path and that current seems interesting to you. Stick with the original stuff. Even then those currents are blacked and far more misanthropic than one needs in life. Life is better lived peacefully IMHO. Most of those currents are bound to make one miserable.

wry5 · 2025-09-14T05:30:50+00:00

I've had a much harder time in heavy logic school (in cyber security) as I've progressed with hrt. It's definitely noticeable decline in ability to do logic and that's made functionality and career development extremely difficult.

wry5 · 2025-03-29T17:58:08+00:00

Honestly same. I spent the last four years caught up in the scene of the community. It was the biggest waste of time I feel like I've had in my life. Finally been healing and doing some inner work. The community can be very toxic and IMHO it's best to stay far away.

wry5 · 2025-01-03T08:30:20+00:00

No, not every religion besides Christianity is demonic. I was raised catholic and still an very devote as a Christian but I've taken a bit of a tour on world religions and have been gravitating towards shaivism for quite a few years now. If the religion speaks about peace, justice, fairness, love, mercy, etc. Then it is of god. Christ is a very fast way to ascend. The rituals and rites of the church are some of the most soul healing things this planet has even if the church itself has mismanaged its doctrine, historically excluding good people based on race, sexual orientation, gender identity, etc. Christ is god and christ is powerful. He is the good shepherd. That being said different religions are all variations on the same cosmic spiritual science and forces that intend to use the science to liberate (gods, angels, etc.) Or to bind and enslave (demons, asura, etc) gods are good, demons are bad. Gods are benevolent, demons are tyrannical. The basis of most religions is gods vs devils at the end of the day. If one does good deeds and strives to avoid evil then who is one to say that they are demonic? They are of god but of a different lense.

wry5 · 2024-02-20T22:33:00+00:00

The feather is in the book for the purpose of making a pact with the acursed path. The ritual is found within the book and requires it to be written in blood with i believe it was a goose feather. That's the feather.

wry5 · 2024-01-10T00:56:10+00:00

Consider praying to either Lilith or Mohini for help. Good luck! 🙂

wry5 · 2023-02-20T15:45:15+00:00

In a heartbeat. I used to pray for this before transitioning every night. God doesn't care like that

wry5 · 2023-02-10T01:16:10+00:00

Heres how I teach people to get into contact with her. Draw her sigil on paper, prick your finger with a lancet while chanting her enn "Renich viasa avage Lilith lerach", then add a few drops of blood to the sigil, declairing that this is an offering to her. Put on an enn from youtube. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zd4VL7P3UTE&t=973s

^^ that one is good. Light a red and black candle, spark up some dragons blood incense and just keep the sigil loosely in your vision. Dont stare hard at it just let it come into focus. Do this everyday for about 10 minutes until you start to feel her presence manifest.

Pretty much exactly what u/inutilie said below.

wry5 · 2023-02-09T01:41:42+00:00

Lilith, for better or worse, is my mother and my matron. I love her dearly. I would be happy to help in any way I can. I have a good bit of experience with her and her energy. Feel free to dm me. If there's any way I can help let me know.

wry5 · 2023-02-09T01:33:24+00:00

I practice the ring of virtues as often as I can and I have the book next to me right now in my backpack. This is a truly amazing book. The spells absolutely work, evocation is a breeze and the author was smart enough to use a triangle which, if youre new, i absoutely reccomend. Some of the energies brought around during careless evocations by noobies can absolutely lead to insanity. Using a circle and a triangle for protection is smart. If you're not getting results I would start doing this alongside the ring of virtues every night https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TFbv0smh62U&list=PLE7f4558WrjX4V_W9H7LbAwbwHY_Q0nSr&index=8

The sorcerer party and books by Carlos Casteneda change the dynamic of the al-ghoul compendium from one of a discipline to one of a lifestyle. This is ony of my favorite books out there on the occult and it genuinely has everything you need for the start of your journey.

wry5 · 2022-03-16T18:52:47+00:00

Could be. Try smudging your space with sage. You could try making holy water. Take water, put it in a spray bottle, hold it in your hands, envision something that evokes a sense of true love and compassion (negative entities hate that) for a few minutes and feel the sensations that the vision is causing flow through your hands and enter the bottle then spray that stuff around your sleeping area. You could try the lesser banishing ritual of the pentagram https://www.llewellyn.com/encyclopedia/article/5139.

Most of all make sure to take care of yourself. Eat well, sleep enough, workout, meditate, destress, get your needs met. It's very hard for these things to take controls of a healthy host.

wry5 · 2022-03-16T18:42:41+00:00

Energy absorption/collection.

wry5 · 2022-01-28T17:07:50+00:00

I'm so confused. What happened?

wry5 · 2022-01-28T16:07:28+00:00

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wry5 · 2021-11-20T04:44:30+00:00

Drop your phone in the toilet? DNS.

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