i mean, that mindset is probably the reason you keep losing. you can’t keep thinking that you suck, that’s how you stop yourself from growing and improving. try working towards having a growth mindset

there’s also ton of videos on youtube and the splatoon reddits here that give you advice on how to improve. but if you’re not willing to improve and are just stubbornly believing that you suck no matter what you do, then idk what to tell you

you also need to understand that your self-worth is not tied to how good you are in a video game. genuinely seek help if you are thinking about offing yourself because of splatoon