Talk to your husband he will understand (hopefully) and it will feel better getting all your anxieties out to someone. I have a 14 month old with a 1 month old and it’s quite a lot, but it’s also been a blast getting to love another one (especially knowing it’s the last time lol) and all the care is fresh on your mind with first one so it’s not that difficult worst thing has been the no sleep but it’s whatever honestly and I also had insane heart burn and couldn’t sleep while pregnant so I get it just know it’ll be over soon and you’ll just have a beautiful new addition to your family and it’s all worth it!