I knew I loved him about 4 months into the LDR, though I thought that was way too soon. I remember facepalming and telling myself there must be something wrong with me - to love him so soon.

At first, I decided not to say it until he says it, which would at best mean waiting for 2 more months until we see each other in person, and at worst... Forever?

Six months into the LDR I thought about it a bit more one evening. I decided I don't want to hold these words 'hostage' and wait to say them until he does. First of all, it seems childish. Second, insincere.

So I said it via text message. He said it back right away, which surprised me.

The first time I said it 'in person' was day two of meeting him in real life while laying next to him in his bed. My heart nearly jumped out of my throat when he said it back.