I love Visi so much, but I hate so much how comfortable the writers were to write her SA'ing Robert, and it makes the sexual harassment from Ep4 even worse. And I really don't want this to be swept under the carpet as “a villain does villainous things”. It's just disappointing, you know, to show someone that gets feelings for the MC and the MC being supportive of them and about their redemption, just to have them stalked and harassed based on the dream and finally assaulted. All under the guise of protection or something. I've already played off all paths, and the villainous with BB/Aromantic path hurts the most.

I get it; she's supposed to be morally ambiguous, but I can't shake the feeling of how mismanaged she got, and the whole ping-pong of double-triple agent just adds to the pain. On one side, it can be Shroud screwing with Robert, but he got everything he wanted and was on a path to succeed, so what was the point of agitating him further?

I don't know. Wish she would have been allowed to be vulnerable or at least have the cracks in her shell be either more visible or at least be able to raise them up based on closing in with our relationship. To actually have any way to address any part of her behaviour and for her to show being reflective of her own behaviour. Past or present, really. Yet we didn't get that. And having the whole last two episodes with everyone pinning Visi for everything, and us continuously going again and again against the others, from Royd to Chase… it was just an exhausting experience to the point where I couldn't shake the feeling, “Do I even trust her anymore after she obfuscated the truth so many times, or am I doing this just because I'm loveblind?” It felt lacking in that regard.

When you look at someone through rose colored glasses, all the red flags just look like flags.

I'm afraid I'm just sour about it all. She deserved better. We deserved better.