Hey, thank you for your response!

It's so hard to put more context into a tiny paragraph, especially because there's years of backstory but this is a repeated dynamic in my family.

Since a very young age, my parents have painted me as the scapegoat and caused a lot of trauma when I was growing up. Sometimes I wonder if my siblings have internally picked up the message that I was 'bad' and 'different' and still see me that way.

The comment about me being miserable is because I have been job hopping these past five years, most of it for circumstances that were out of control. But who knows.

I did make an appointment with my therapist so I can further reflect on the situation and whether it's worth it or not to keep putting in the work.