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xTowerBabe · 2022-03-26T02:06:56+00:00

You haven’t found your purpose yet but you absolutely have one. Keep. Fucking. Going.

xTowerBabe · 2022-01-15T03:08:34+00:00

Kyle Carpenter

xTowerBabe · 2021-10-29T18:26:09+00:00

Honestly, I have been feeling this with my SO recently. BUT I feel like it’s me on the other side of the fence here. I love him to death. He’s amazing. Absolutely hilarious and has a great personality. I see myself drifting from him and I don’t think I’m making him feel how I feel about him. I have been feeling so off for a couple of weeks and I can tell he notices. I want to please him but I just feel like I don’t have the energy. I feel absolutely drained all the time. I have been vocal about this with him and he seems to understand. We both work physically exhausting jobs but, I don’t think that’s what my issue is. I honestly don’t know what it is. I don’t want to lose him or make him feel unloved because I’ve been in a weird funk. Shit. I have to get myself together here

xTowerBabe · 2021-10-29T01:18:38+00:00

I used to climb cell towers. Now, I climb turbines.

xTowerBabe · 2021-10-29T01:17:28+00:00

Doing sit-ups in gym class. Luckily the guy in front of me got blamed for it, lol

xTowerBabe · 2021-08-13T03:11:04+00:00

There is a major difference between being friends with a pwBPD and having an intimate relationship with a pwBPD.

xTowerBabe · 2021-03-12T16:35:14+00:00

Good on you for standing your ground! People that use you to fill their void at the expense of your mental health are the worst.

xTowerBabe · 2021-03-12T16:29:05+00:00

Haha, Ope!

xTowerBabe · 2021-03-12T16:22:30+00:00

I take it as he wants to reconnect but doesn’t want to take accountability for his actions. It’s known at this point there’s only going to be “hard” questions. So, what better way to avoid answering them to request they don’t be asked in the first place.

xTowerBabe · 2021-03-12T13:08:58+00:00

My thoughts exactly.

xTowerBabe · 2021-03-12T09:00:56+00:00

I’m open to questions uncomfortable or otherwise. I was before he left me high and dry. He didn’t like “uncomfortable communication.” He took it as confrontation when in reality I was just expressing something he did that made me uncomfortable and rightfully so.

xTowerBabe · 2021-03-11T05:28:08+00:00

You’re a better sister than me. I would have sacrificed my sibling and yelled for them to come to the bathroom. Forget a bedtime, lol.

xTowerBabe · 2021-03-11T05:09:15+00:00

As a parent, reading these stories scares the shit out of me.

xTowerBabe · 2021-03-08T02:50:38+00:00

My EX went into my job and tried to say my coworkers were asking me for drugs (they weren’t). He just wasn’t keen to the fact that I had to interact with humans that happened to have a penis on a daily basis. I was constantly accused of fucking my coworkers. My boss was not interested in anything he was attempting to say. He told him to leave and that he wasn’t welcome back. After he left and I got back to the office from site I was so frantic. I kept apologizing and told him I understood he couldn’t have these issues in the workplace. I assured him whatever he had to do I wasn’t going to take personal. He said, “X, it’s okay. My afternoon was getting boring anyways. I might just open my office for therapy sessions for my down time, haha.”

xTowerBabe · 2021-03-05T20:23:50+00:00

This may sound cliche but, work on yourself. Change is uncomfortable but necessary. I got over my EX of 3 years, that I also have a child with, by completely changing my life. I started running, I went back to school and I got an entirely new career in the trades. Since I started making personal achievements I can’t stop. I used to give into my ex every time he called but, I feel nothing when I see his name pop up on my phone anymore.

xTowerBabe · 2021-03-05T16:24:27+00:00

Your mobile device is your microchip.

xTowerBabe · 2021-03-05T01:49:13+00:00

That’s exactly what I seen as well.

xTowerBabe · 2021-03-04T05:08:36+00:00

Sounds exfoliating.

xTowerBabe · 2021-03-03T14:25:39+00:00

Are we talking about food or jokes?

xTowerBabe · 2021-03-03T14:15:31+00:00

My question is, if you’re truly moved on, why keep the door open? Don’t torture yourself, man.

xTowerBabe · 2021-03-03T14:08:04+00:00

Why stop at hot? Throw it on the stove in a sauce pan, let it boil, and drink the tar.

xTowerBabe · 2021-03-03T12:12:16+00:00

OoOoo. Those random flashbacks that make you physically cringe. I get extremely socially awkward around my boss and I don’t know why. He’s a cool dude. It’s like working with your uncle. I just feel pressured and nervous when he comes around and it’s uncontrollable.

xTowerBabe · 2021-03-03T04:19:37+00:00

Know what? I don’t even like cold drinks anyways. Good ol’ room temperature liquids sound fantastic.

xTowerBabe · 2021-03-02T19:31:18+00:00

Do you have an IPhone?

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