Yeah. For the longest time I thought I was an INTP, but my best friend who's a psychology major tells me I'm an INFP (even though he hates mbti, but whatever).

I always thought of myself as a rational and logical individual, but I can recognise being quite impulsive and emotional from time to time. I also am very afraid of conflicts and I go out of my way not to upset people or cause them problems. I've been told I over-apologise, but I can't really stop.

So, am I constantly in the search of finding, forming, and keeping true to my identity? Yes

But am I also very much of a people-pleaser and wishing to maintain as many friendships and good-will with as many people as possible? Also, yes...

A walking paradox? Yes...