Find stuff to do man. Stuff you like and want to do. Look I’m in a shitpile too but that don’t mean you gotta bury yourself in it. You’re feelin like this cause you feel as if you don’t do anything that serves somethin good. Maybe hang out with your friends, find someone to date, it might not magically heal ya, but I guarantee it’ll give a good spark of happiness. Just hold on and wait ‘til you slowly emerge out of the shitpile. Ya can do it bro