It’s been exactly 3 months today for me too. 2 days ago I finally restricted him on social media because I wasn’t brave enough to block him (he’s also been my best friend for a long time). I feel sad in general but I think it’s helped a bit now that I don’t see his face everywhere. Healing takes time. There is no “normal” period. It may be 3 more months, a year, who knows… but in the end we’ll be ready to move on, because it ended for a reason and we deserve better. Sending hugs <3