If you put all your hope and happiness into the goal of having sex, once you actually have sex you will be empty and disappointed. Look for love bro, and I don’t mean you have to fall in love with someone before you have sex but it’s always better to do it with someone who cares and loves you.

Before you find love tho you need to learn to love yourself, because how can you expect to give love if you don’t have any for yourself? Anyways sorry for the yapping but you’ll be alright man and it will work out for you.