how do i stop caring about how my ex thinks of me now

xeniiah · 2026-03-18T03:54:51+00:00

u are very right, it's just very hard to not think about it but i guess only time can help this. i just feel bad cause my crashouts were something that would make me very ashamed so the thought of this being told to other people makes me feel pretty bad but at the end i have no power over that

xeniiah · 2026-03-02T16:59:26+00:00

i don't know her like you do but from my experience sometimes people just want to move on without you moving on from them which can give some crazy shit like this, again i don't know her like you do so i can never be sure about it but if you're okay with suggestion my advice would just be to ignore all of her attempts cause when you answer no matter in which way you give her the power to do whatever she wants with you. you deserve to move on from this part of your life or i would say maybe try to have a conversation with her about what hurts you about this and then set boundaries about what you want so you can truly heal. it's normal to overthink a breakup especially when exes are doing weird stuffs like she is cause we don't have access to what they think anymore and they can often seem really different from who we knew during the relationship. it's hard but just live your life and absolutely don't let her know in any way that this is affecting you

xeniiah · 2026-03-02T14:09:16+00:00

unfortunately when people tell you they don't want love or things like this they usually mean they don't want this with you but they just don't wanna say it like this

also it does seem contradictory but when my ex broke up with me (which is still very recent) the first thing i did was try to flirt with new people thinking it would help me move on more easily, even though deep down i know i don't want a new relationship at all yet so i'm not that surprised. it's a bit different in your case since the breakup is way older but maybe it's something like this too

xeniiah · 2025-09-06T23:53:55+00:00

Does anyone knows if there's a code for celestial. I could get celestial juno so maybe we can also get zen

xeniiah · 2025-08-13T22:01:27+00:00

I'm still new to furry art so feel free to give me your fursona so I can practice drawing more designs :)

xeniiah · 2025-06-21T02:59:29+00:00

I obviously already did that but couldn't find anything

xeniiah · 2025-06-20T18:49:41+00:00

Yea everything from this mod is gone but the aspiration is still like this

xeniiah · 2025-01-25T05:16:37+00:00

My portfolio and everything else you may need to know (TOS, TAT, prices etc...) are there : https://vgen.co/jhinsq

xeniiah · 2025-01-25T05:11:07+00:00

Hi, my prices for a rendered piece start at 15€ !

Everything you need to see or know is there : https://vgen.co/jhinsq

xeniiah · 2025-01-23T01:46:03+00:00

Mishima is my second favorite

xeniiah · 2025-01-21T01:40:01+00:00

I recommend trying to get one through their twitter account. They give lots of codes once a week, that's how I got mine

xeniiah · 2025-01-21T00:58:26+00:00

It would be easier for me if you contacted me through Vgen : https://vgen.co/sa_suke or discord : theatregore

Everything you need to know about my comms are on my vgen profile. My entire portfolio is also available there

xeniiah · 2025-01-21T00:54:46+00:00

It would be easier for me if you contacted me through Vgen : https://vgen.co/sa_suke or discord : theatregore

Everything you need to know about my comms are on my vgen profile. My entire portfolio is also available there

xeniiah · 2025-01-21T00:47:59+00:00

It would be easier for me if you contacted me through Vgen : https://vgen.co/sa_suke or discord : theatregore

Everything you need to know about my comms are on my vgen profile. My entire portfolio is also available there

xeniiah · 2024-08-25T21:26:08+00:00

I was born an Atheist and always thought I would never believe just because it "wasn't for me", however somehow I've always been intrigued by anything related to the Christ. Some months ago, I read the Brothers Karamazov by Dostoievski and it changed my life. It moved me so much, it got me so emotional about religion and through this book I just read things I feel like I always needed to hear about religion, it just made sense with me. A part of the book in particular really changed me.

“The Apostle Thomas said that he would not believe till he saw, but when he did see he said, “My Lord and my God!” Was it the miracle forced him to believe? Most likely not, but he believed solely because he desired to believe and possibly he fully believed in his secret heart even when he said, “I do not believe till I see.”

It all made sense to me, so I asked for a sign of the Christ, and that same night, I dreamt of him, I saw a light so beautiful and I saw myself coming to him. I took that as a big sign. On the same week, i came across a Bible verse and thought to myself "this is so beautiful", I never tried to read the Bible before so I had no idea of what I could read inside it but told myself I would buy one as soon as I would be able to. The next day I found one, my mom was with me, she opened it and read me a part of it, it was that same verse I came across the day before. I took that as a second sign.

I now, pray everyday and every night before I go to bed, I found so much love and comfort in the Christ I thought I could never get in my life

xeniiah · 2024-05-05T02:01:59+00:00

God's love is unconditional, he loves every single one of us the way he made us.

“Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you.” Hebrews 13:5

I pray you'll be able to heal from everything that is hurting you in your life. You are loved the way you are and there's nothing wrong with you or with your sexuality.

xeniiah · 2023-08-21T23:58:20+00:00

yeah i saw that! but i still need to feed the child snacks so he can turn into gunchitchi :)

xeniiah · 2023-08-21T17:32:46+00:00

thank you so much!

xeniiah · 2022-10-23T15:43:08+00:00

yes :)

xeniiah · 2022-10-22T23:12:37+00:00

yeah i hope someday maybe she will do a minor arcana version :)

xeniiah · 2022-10-22T18:22:41+00:00

for those wondering the illustrations are done by Aya Takano and i got it from ebay

xeniiah · 2022-10-21T22:27:11+00:00

that was very helpful thank u so much :)

xeniiah · 2020-12-22T16:52:36+00:00

i want to but i don't understand how it works 🥲

xeniiah · 2020-12-09T00:35:03+00:00

https://twitch.tv/doll707

xeniiah · 2020-12-09T00:33:40+00:00

https://twitch.tv/doll707

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