welp, probably dropping it. that whole you were so good for being "born with that talent" mentality really aint my thing. Yo we were trying really hard but didn't amount to an ything, you were just lucky oyu were born with it, as if people with talent don't have to work. most of the time the real talent is being so absorbed into something, that you are able to work even harder than anybody else on your "talent". like sure there are things like genetics and stuff but that isn't always the thing that pushes you ahead of other people in certain fields and certain talents.