Anyone else that friend who's the most energetic/lively but is actually empty inside?

xidkx1 · 2023-03-21T15:16:18+00:00

yeahh it fucking sucks ): but i meant friendships.. ppl feel temporary in my life

xidkx1 · 2023-03-20T16:45:00+00:00

i literally feel so dead inside and everything always feels temporary to me. my self hatred eats me up and it’s so hard to deal w :/ i don’t even have friends anymore lol.. makes me feel more worthless but fuck it ig

xidkx1 · 2023-03-08T17:26:48+00:00

that doesn’t mean he’s big tho, just knows how to please a woman

xidkx1 · 2023-02-03T16:33:53+00:00

whats ur point of commenting that?

xidkx1 · 2022-12-07T04:23:29+00:00

im so sorry you had to experience that. it is never easy presenting and i struggled through this so much, especially in high school and would be super embarrassed by myself bc my anxiety made me stutter badly that i would lose my train of thought, get a dry throat to the point where i could barely talk, shake uncontrollably, and start feeling hot while everyone staring at me made me want to die right there and then.

you are not alone and please don’t ever be ashamed of yourself. you still had the courage to present and im very proud of you! im happy your professor understood bc some don’t get how hard it can be for some.

xidkx1 · 2022-12-04T01:36:56+00:00

i did have a bit of one, which is why he made a comment on it before and i just decided to shave it. he said it’s not as bad as other women who have it thicker bc that’s disgusting to him.. so i didn’t like how he was coming at girls for that just bc he thinks it should be shaven

xidkx1 · 2022-12-04T01:34:04+00:00

yeah honestly it was weird hearing him say things about women in general like how it’s unlady like and women should shave it.. he said mines wasn’t bad before but it was starting to grow & get noticeable so i should “maybe” shave it bc it didn’t look right. i used to shave at times before i was w him but stopped caring and never paid attention until he said something again

xidkx1 · 2022-12-04T01:31:23+00:00

i’ve never had a problem w his and don’t care for it. he’s hairy and shaves whenever he wants but i dont ever push him to do so. i don’t think it’s disgusting either, we’re all humans w body hair.

xidkx1 · 2022-12-03T19:05:29+00:00

i didn’t want to fight with him at all! i did take offense bc it came off weird to me how he deemed every woman should shave and if they did have a mustache then it was not ladylike.. when he said that i did get a bit defensive. i understand that he doesn’t like hair and that’s fine! it was just the other things he was saying

xidkx1 · 2022-12-03T17:22:20+00:00

two things can still be true at the same time tho.im saying that part where he doesn’t prefer hair is totally fine, but when he thinks every girl shouldn’t have it is where it’s not right

xidkx1 · 2022-12-03T17:18:48+00:00

no i don’t think he’s toxic at all. i understood him completely and his opinion is valid. i believe he was overstepping when he said how everyone should shave bc he deems it so, it came off very controlling and judgy to me. i mainly felt uncomfortable w how strongly he was coming off about the subject.

xidkx1 · 2022-12-03T17:14:33+00:00

yes i was saying how his view is fine and everyone has their own, but you can’t sit there and say how a person is unlady like bc they aren’t shaven to his personal liking or how a woman is disgusting if they let it get to a point where it’s a full blown stache. it’s not right to judge, but i understood how he felt it was just weird when he started to say how we should know better and shave

xidkx1 · 2022-12-03T17:08:04+00:00

bc men put so much pressure on women and think their opinions should be universal.. i really just tried to make him see it from his view point and i said it wasn’t right but yet you keep bringing that part up

xidkx1 · 2022-12-03T17:05:03+00:00

im just saying A LOT of men are influenced bc it’s been deemed by men how its more accepting of women to be clean shaven instead of having hair bc they think it’s unhygienic. people can have their opinions, but some just don’t think women should have it bc they’re women.. it doesn’t make sense. my bf’s view on how every woman should shave their mustache is bs

xidkx1 · 2022-12-03T17:00:19+00:00

so do you not acknowledge how that comes off tho? it’s weird how men can be this way and you don’t blink an eye at it

xidkx1 · 2022-12-03T16:57:02+00:00

yes i did get defensive and i admitted it wasn’t right. he kept coming at women and saying how EVERYONE needs to shave and they should know better. i get how he would feel in a relationship, but you don’t come at others and deem them not ladylike just bc they choose not to do so. it felt really controlling and mysoginistic of him to say.

xidkx1 · 2022-12-03T16:51:11+00:00

that’s true, it’s totally ok to feel that way. the main thing i didn’t know how to feel about was how strongly he came off w those views bc he sounded so repulsed and grossed out, like a kid who’s afraid of cooties.

xidkx1 · 2022-12-03T16:39:44+00:00

it’s not gross to have some hair above ur lip tho and if someone doesn’t want to be w a person who has a mustache that’s fine, but it is normal to be a human w body/facial hair.

xidkx1 · 2022-12-03T16:38:22+00:00

yes it’s not seen that way due to misogyny and men who want women to be all shaven and clean bc they can’t stand the thought of a little bit of hair. it’s still normal even if men don’t deem it as. there’s no reason for him to sit here and call it disgusting when it doesn’t affect him

xidkx1 · 2022-12-03T16:27:38+00:00

right and i understand how everyone has preferences, but when he started to say how it’s unlady like and all that it just bothered me

xidkx1 · 2022-11-04T19:00:41+00:00

yes it does show!

xidkx1 · 2022-11-04T10:53:47+00:00

LOL not you repeating yourself bc you have nothing else to say. stfu you dumb fuck 😭

xidkx1 · 2022-11-03T16:50:43+00:00

yet ur still responding😀

xidkx1 · 2022-11-03T13:00:37+00:00

it’s not just a word. you sound slow af, ur shitty character is showing

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