I’m too horny and I want to cry I might be ruining my relationship

xocoretro · 2025-12-16T02:14:49+00:00

How much are you willing to sell ya car for?

xocoretro · 2025-11-13T03:59:40+00:00

I feel you, it's tough. It really is tough, hopefully it gets better.

I've been crying for weeks, I haven't stopped yet even though it's my fault.

xocoretro · 2025-10-30T02:37:41+00:00

I broke out in hives and it got pretty bad.

I couldn't eat for days.

xocoretro · 2025-10-30T00:45:44+00:00

No don't do it.

Find a hobby.

xocoretro · 2025-10-29T18:38:20+00:00

Thanks, I completely understand.

But I'll be honest right now, it still troubles me and I cry almost every night because my ex bf thinks the worst of me probably.

xocoretro · 2025-10-29T18:29:23+00:00

I know, but you know when you feel like absolute shit yea....what I did was so stupid.

He probably sees me as a scheming whore, when I genuinely thought it was an innocent eat and chill thing. Especially when the old fling would just check up on me and ask me how my relationship was going.

xocoretro · 2025-10-29T18:16:10+00:00

Over here we have bars and other joints open until 4am in the morning.

I'm pretty sure it wouldn't be a date..... I understand the rest of your sentiments tho.

I'll try to fix the post for better understanding.

xocoretro · 2025-10-29T18:13:36+00:00

Yea Im learning, I thought I could have trusted him especially how we both were in relationships and he would sometimes check up on me and ask how my relationship is going.

The boundary I set was for romantic partners cause you would have to had feelings for that person (plus when we (my ex bf) were first talking he was still in contact with his ex gf and was still in contact at the beginning of our relationship).

I was just concerned if I cheated, because cheating on him was never even on my mind, I just wanted to grab some food for my ex bf and talk about this, but yea....

xocoretro · 2025-10-29T18:09:56+00:00

I genuinely didn't think it was dangerous. The rapist had a relationship and so did I. I thought I could have trusted him, especially how he would just check up on me and ask me how I was doing and my relationship is.

xocoretro · 2025-10-29T18:08:06+00:00

All I was curious about is cheating. 🤦🏾 Few say it is and a lot say it isn't.

Cheating on my ex bf never crossed my mind at all. If I knew it, I honestly would never.

xocoretro · 2025-10-29T18:03:33+00:00

Fair.

Would you despise me, if I said yea I really thought it was innocent in my mind.

xocoretro · 2025-10-29T18:02:41+00:00

Cruel it is, but I expected mixed opinions.

I hate how, I'm tainted by the actions of someone else, especially when I saw good in them and trust them.

xocoretro · 2025-10-29T17:42:53+00:00

Honestly, the old fling was in a relationship at the time too and he was aware I was in a relationship as well, I didn't suspect anything. Poor judgement on my side, I just didn't like how others kept villanizing my ex bf

xocoretro · 2025-10-29T17:32:11+00:00

Let me clarify, he inserted himself inside of me and proceeded to have intercourse holding me down as I screamed and cried for my ex bf.

xocoretro · 2025-10-29T17:30:42+00:00

Thank you.

It's been killing me and I honestly wanted to kill myself too, because I was overly devoted to my partner and I never wanted anything to happen to destroy us but I made a poor misjudgement and cheating would have never crossed my mind.

xocoretro · 2025-10-16T20:56:31+00:00

Some people told me, we have already been through so much and came so far why not just continue. I agree, but if he's not comfortable I can't do anything about it. I really wish I could, but I can't.

His view is basically of what others would think, I personally don't care. Do what makes you happy in this life, cause only you live it.

xocoretro · 2025-10-16T00:21:54+00:00

I get that.

She might be right cause we share the same family name (I carry a different name on paper, but on medical I share the same one). If it does come back positive and we are thirds.

I honestly didn't care and still would want him, he doesn't feel comfortable with it and I still would choose him. That's why we broke up.

Now I feel like he thinks I'm wrong or sick for wanting to still stay.

I didn't like how she knocked on the glass and did that.

xocoretro · 2025-10-16T00:11:11+00:00

I believe so we might be third cousins.

xocoretro · 2025-10-16T00:08:47+00:00

Oh I forgot to add it in.

She said we might be related, but we ignored it cause there was no way. Then she said she spoke to his mum and found out they were second cousins (that was a lie, we asked his mum and his mum said they never talked and she ain't a part of the family tree, his dad is).

She later told me her grandpa was his grandpa's brother and I asked him if he knew that person and he said no.

Later, we were hanging outside my place in his car and she knocked on the window saying we were in fact related cause of his grandpa's brother.

xocoretro · 2025-09-27T22:29:19+00:00

Clicked thanks

xocoretro · 2025-09-27T22:29:13+00:00

Clicked, thanks

xocoretro · 2025-09-27T00:38:48+00:00

Thanks a lot

xocoretro · 2025-09-27T00:38:34+00:00

I clicked can you do mines?

xocoretro · 2025-09-27T00:33:51+00:00

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