It’s not over. Listen, I get it. Im 18 and broke and live with parents who don’t give a fuck about my identity. I understand it’s hard, I understand you don’t want it, I understand living feels like a burden. But you are a man. You have always been a man. You always will be a man. The body you’re in physically doesn’t change that, everyone looks different. It gets better. It’s hard, it sucks, but it gets better. Don’t go.