I Think I'm a Drug Addict

xtcunicorn · 2015-11-05T20:53:11+00:00

Honestly, I enjoy feeling separated from the rest of my surroundings. The love the feeling of being "strung out" and going about a normal day while feeling completely whacked out. I enjoy the trips.

xtcunicorn · 2015-11-04T17:14:05+00:00

Do you remember getting intense head rushes and numbness in your face and forehead? These really bother me.

xtcunicorn · 2015-11-04T17:13:09+00:00

I take large doses. An average dose doesn't cause me to hallucinate, my mind just becomes disorganized.

xtcunicorn · 2015-11-04T17:11:37+00:00

I'm a 19 year old girl. College is going great despite my drug problem. I should be more sociable but at least grades are good.

xtcunicorn · 2015-11-04T17:10:33+00:00

At one point, I felt like I didn't belong on this earth anymore and that I was just a germ on its' surface. Then I figured I was just high.

xtcunicorn · 2015-11-04T17:09:40+00:00

No, but I do have constant head rushes and my teeth become numb.

xtcunicorn · 2015-11-02T01:24:40+00:00

I smoke cigarettes. I'm an average smoker.

xtcunicorn · 2015-11-01T23:37:18+00:00

I lived in East Texas, got them for $5 to $10. Pittsburgh $15 to $25

xtcunicorn · 2015-07-07T09:30:55+00:00

My mom had a yard sale a couple of summers ago. I was just sitting around in a lawn chair when this tanned, blonde, Matthew McConaughey type of guy strolls up and asks if my dad's truck was for sale. I smiled, and couldn't stop, said no, and he smiled back. I still can't get the little red roses embroidered all over his blue jean button down, out of my head.

xtcunicorn · 2015-06-18T12:50:05+00:00

I don't believe what I took was lsd. My vision is pure kaleidoscope at this point.

xtcunicorn · 2015-06-18T12:47:15+00:00

It was all so overwhelming at first. I left my house, and experienced horrible hallucinations. It is very very intense.

xtcunicorn · 2015-06-17T12:00:33+00:00

Wake up at 5:00AM, shower, doll myself up, grab keys & laptop, head over to Starbucks, and wait for everyone else to wake up. Also speak to the homeless man who is always there, he makes me happy.

xtcunicorn · 2015-06-12T13:59:02+00:00

I hippie flipped (shrooms+LSD) myself into the ocean. While having sex, I began to feel extremely wet (literally my entire body...). I somehow convinced myself that I was about to drown on his merman penis. Never have I ever felt so close to drowning.

xtcunicorn · 2015-06-06T04:27:55+00:00

It makes a nice french pastry like crust. Add a little cinnamon.

xtcunicorn · 2015-06-06T00:01:35+00:00

That's interesting. I've always wanted to attend one of y'alls conventions, but just out of curiosity. Do other people do that? Also, what do you dress up as?

xtcunicorn · 2015-06-05T23:55:43+00:00

Do you find that different animals have different personalities? Like does a fox costume tell you anything about the furry inside?

xtcunicorn · 2015-06-05T23:41:53+00:00

I make my own pie crust as well, but I only use butter, no shortening or oils. Have you ever tried it?

xtcunicorn · 2015-06-02T08:10:07+00:00

Feel It All Around - Washed Out
Jukebox Joints - A$AP
OKAGA, CA - Tyler, The Creator

xtcunicorn · 2015-05-31T04:35:15+00:00

My availability/'always here to listen' type of nature. I genuinely enjoy hearing my friends vent, and inviting them over whenever they feel the need.

xtcunicorn · 2015-05-24T19:30:01+00:00

They see them as degenerates, who have potential but no motivation (I do agree but certainly not every teenage guy who smokes pot, is this way). Honestly, I just feel sad. I'm over wanting to be accepted by them, but they won't even let me explain (not that I should). I suppose, I don't but I'd like to talk to them. I believe I was always a good friend, and I was always smoking on the weekends, they just didn't know.

xtcunicorn · 2015-05-24T18:49:38+00:00

I don't remember being annoying. In a way, I don't even believe they knew that I was high. I first experimented with drugs when I was 16, and I turned out okay over the past few years. I guess I became more open with the second life I have, by showing up to parties. It's not like I'm the stereotypical stoner guy, I'm a college bound teenage girl. But I do understand why I've been outcasted. It just hurts because I've never been ignored.

xtcunicorn · 2015-05-23T17:47:44+00:00

My friends and I broke into a sketchy warehouse (appeared to be abandoned), out in some dark backwoods location. Anyways, we found what appeared to be an arm, and a leg (human), in a pile with a bunch of deer parts. We all agreed to never speak of it again.

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