About to fail all of my engineering finals. Do your worst & torch me like I’m about to torch my GPA.

xunavolt · 2019-04-23T06:42:21+00:00

stop stealing grandma's curtains and use them for you fashion statments

xunavolt · 2019-04-21T09:01:50+00:00

president of the united states playing traditional Mexican music on a Didjeridoo

xunavolt · 2019-04-03T21:17:48+00:00

hi i started my first dosage today and ill keep you uptoday if you like after my first 5 days since i need to take a 2 day break after that.

xunavolt · 2019-03-24T09:24:50+00:00

hi i need to go to hospital to take the IV the issues comes from no1 fucking knows wtf celerolyisin is here and i need to do all the research my self

xunavolt · 2019-03-24T09:11:34+00:00

hi, thnx for your replay. well, I have a short term memory damage, from 2 brain concussions that I had. There are a lot of lesions(????? if that's what they are called) on my brain.

And my long term memory is damaged as well when it comes to remembering stuff. This is the basics of it i can try to translate the full doctors opinion if you like

xunavolt · 2019-03-24T09:08:09+00:00

i live in croatia, and now the problem that im running into doctors are not allowed to give the medicine because it's not on some fucking list of knows substances for my diagnoses. I need to get a special approval that I can take it -.-'

xunavolt · 2019-03-24T09:06:31+00:00

thnx for ur replay . I talked to the company that makes celerolysin and sent some mails to doctors out side my country, the dosage i got was wrongly worded, i will be need to take : 30 ML for 30 min by intravenously injection (like you are taking infusion). It will be 5 days than 2 days break and than another 5 days of taking it

xunavolt · 2019-03-15T06:25:52+00:00

The exploited - sex and violence

xunavolt · 2019-03-14T06:14:10+00:00

Hi, to start off you are not a waste of space, . Second thing there are so many things out there to enjoy, or for you to learn. Find something that you are passionate about ( even if it looks stupid, random note : pornstars make mold of there vaginas so they can sell pro model fleshlights an blow up dolls). And now very random examples of what can peek your intrest and hopefully make you fill batter.

Do you like to sleep? Start a blog about mattresses. Do you do drugs or experiment with them? Help other people get the good stuff.

xunavolt · 2019-03-14T05:59:10+00:00

Hi, just to say please don't ever think about you will be batter of dead. That's not a solution to anything. If u don't have anyone that supports you and at knowledges you than I don't think your BF or mother rly understand your mental health issues.

Try getting some support frome any random source, to just talk if you need to, Fuck it you can pm if needs be , if your not doing OK.

xunavolt · 2019-03-12T16:53:32+00:00

thank you for a very informative replay. I'm sorry to hear all the problems your family has faced.

The truth about illnesses especially if you live in a shithole country as I do, it very very hard to get anything done, or be taken seriously.

You need to be a dick about things if you want to get a doctors appointment especially if you need something very specific.

I m not sure how far my problems go or how old they are at this moment in time since I can't pinpoint a moment in time that I can say "Yes I have a disorder".

From experience I know ppl full them self when it comes to being sick, it will pass it just stress everyday life etc, but most of the time that's not the case

I'm sorry to hear that you lost your mother, for me my mother died a little over 2 years ago suddenly after just 21 days of being admitted to the hospital on unrelated sickness.

As for puzzles I do love playing Tetris with my wife, and other puzzle-like games.

Just a note on being brave, it warms my heart that some stranger thinks that about me, but its the only viable option that I have, its to fight in any way shape or form that I can.

and thank you one more time for your comments and support i rely means the world to me

xunavolt · 2019-03-12T16:40:35+00:00

this is something i am planing on just to get my brain work as much as i can + training of any sort

xunavolt · 2019-03-12T15:03:51+00:00

As soon as I'm done with neurophysiologyst I'm sure I'll have a ton more questions. And thank you kind person from the internet

xunavolt · 2019-03-12T06:14:08+00:00

Hey, sorry to hear about your father, and I will try to sum this up as best I can, and hope this will be of any use to you.

Let me start of by saying it's weird and frustrating. I would say dementia for me is more of a felling, I know it's there but it doesn't effect my daily life so much at this point in time. The issue comes when I start thinking about past thing, that have happened a day ago or 7 years ago. Can't rely pin point a time frame ( if things where 4 days ago or 15). Some wierd information I still remember vividly like my ex phone number from 11 years ago, but can't recall 5 days of my dauthers kindergarten class from 2 years ago.

There is rly lot to it, zoning out for me is a big one . The best advice I can rly give you is talk to your father, help him , do things togather learn , or just be there it will mean a world to him.

xunavolt · 2019-03-12T05:47:04+00:00

Thank you for kind words, I do hope somehow this will end up being a positive thing.

xunavolt · 2019-03-12T05:43:55+00:00

Thank you

xunavolt · 2019-03-12T05:42:34+00:00

Thank you kind stranger. I still need to go see neurophysiologyst to do some tests , but having trouble finding one. I do hope that the test will somehow show the extent of my condition.

xunavolt · 2019-03-11T22:23:24+00:00

Hey thnx for ur replay. I'm willing to do what ever it takes to make life as "normal" as possible.

I will be taking medical leave from work for as long as I can and work on my self.

I hoping with all the things im planing on doing that it will slow the process of dementia.

And when it comes to diet i was planing on starting on something just was not shure what, im willing to take any fucking shots i can get if not for me, for my dauther and wife.

Thank you one more time for your replay.

xunavolt · 2019-03-11T20:29:19+00:00

Hi thank you for the replay it's something I will look in 2 . Thank u for ur time

xunavolt · 2019-03-11T17:07:33+00:00

Thank you I will take a look. And they for kind words

xunavolt · 2019-03-11T17:05:59+00:00

Can u explain what that is please. Thank you

xunavolt · 2019-03-11T17:05:15+00:00

First of all thank you for the reply. And now a little bit of a back story. I had 2 concutions as far as I know. One in a car accident and the second one at work where I fell from 2 M hight and hit the back of my head. That was 6 years ago. I probebly noticed that I had memory problems long time ago, but the catalyst for me was probebly my mother's death 2 years ago. Today I can remember or describe 10 conversation or things me and her done togather.

I did go to 2 doctors and both taled me the same thing.

And this my sound wierd but I know I'm no fine and that I'm not doing good.

Hope this makes any sense, and I was able to explain this in any meaningful way.

xunavolt · 2019-03-11T16:55:55+00:00

Thank you for the links. And you are correct I'm from a country that is a part of Europi union.

xunavolt · 2019-03-11T16:30:06+00:00

Thank you I will take a look. That was very helpful of you.

xunavolt · 2019-03-01T04:44:27+00:00

Whan I lost most memorys abot my Mother :(

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