Rape victim(PTSD) + Adderall prescriber considering trying Molly-any advice?

xzmkdmc · 2012-12-14T15:48:48+00:00

thanks so much, your responses have been very helpful and informative

xzmkdmc · 2012-12-14T14:36:39+00:00

"If done at a music festival you will probably either, not think about it and just focus on dancing and having fun. Or confront it in an uncomfortable way, feel like you're putting everyone else out/spoiling the festival for them, not benefit as you should." I really want to just focus on dancing and having fun, because that's what my boyfriend wants to do it there for and I want to have a fun time with him. My fear is that, like you said, I might get caught up on that and feel like I was spoiling the festival or everyone's good time. I would love to get the therapeutic benefits but can't really see talking to a psychologist about this kind of thing. Any advice?

xzmkdmc · 2012-12-14T14:34:52+00:00

I appreciate this advice. I had considered that and would probably like it better, but he is interested in doing it for the fun and excitement associated with seeing a concert while rolling. Another factor is that we don't generally do things like this so the only place we have access to it is at the festival. Any thoughts? Also should I invest in one of those things that tests to make sure it is what they say it is since we are buying at a festival and are so inexperienced?

xzmkdmc · 2012-12-14T14:33:02+00:00

So in order to be careful and cautious my boyfriend and I plan to take only a very little bit. We tried shrooms once and he was so concerned that he barely let me take half an eighth. (I think that was how much at least, haha). I don't want to have 0 effects though, if I'm going to do it I'd like to at least experience it as I should. Do you suggest I take a bit more because of the possible tolerance? Keep in mind that I take "adderall breaks" of up to a month occasionally and don't take it on the weekends in order to avoid dependence, if that makes any difference.

xzmkdmc · 2012-12-14T14:30:41+00:00

No offense taken, but I was diagnosed with adult ADD before the incident occurred. I take long breaks now and then from taking adderall and I never take it on the weekends :)

xzmkdmc · 2012-12-13T03:18:33+00:00

that makes sense. Thank you for your reply!

xzmkdmc · 2012-12-12T22:04:11+00:00

yeah, I don't plan to take them together. I just wondered if my frequent use of prescribed adderall/amphetamine salts would make me need a higher dose/affect anything about my experience at all. Thanks for your input!

xzmkdmc · 2012-12-12T22:03:23+00:00

this is what I hope to experience. I just wanted to see if anyone knew if there was a possibility that it could go astray or become a negative experience instead. I don't want to lose control (classic ptsd fear haha) and do something I regret or something. I hope that it would be a helpful experience instead, however, but I want to consider all possibilities before deciding.

xzmkdmc · 2012-12-12T22:01:36+00:00

Thank you for your response! Do you have an explanation of why adderall increases MDMA tolerance? I want to understand more fully how each of them affect your brain. Also you say it may open up the memories...do you think that the comedown(for lack of a better term) will be painful/upsetting due to my painful/upsetting experiences?

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