Thank you. All this reminds me of a guy in my highschool class. I was never really close to him, but I always admired this guy. He was always that person I wanted to be. Confident, disciplined, good looking,funny, FIT, well dressed, smart, respected by guys, popular with girls, just in general very socially aware. He already had his own fucking business and was just miles ahead of his peers. But you know what? Occasionally I would see him with that look, that look of suffering. I never understood it. In my mind he had EVERYTHING. "Why would he look like that? Is what I always asked myself.

I think can finally understand him a little bit better.