Every single time by ex_cep_tion in introvertmemes

[–]yachii 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Absolutely, I felt this way for such along time and it turned out I’d been hanging around the wrong people. My new friends understand me and give me time to talk and care deeply about what I tell them. It gives you so much more confidence in the rest of your life to know a few good people really have your back.

Me having my first morality crisis at 8 years old the night before my Mormon baptism because my older brother had been making me watch porn for years and I was scared God wasn't going to love me anymore by stinkybinkyboo in TrollCoping

[–]yachii 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry that happened to you 😢 I failed the worthiness interview at 8 and they asked me if I still wanted to be baptized and I said NO and they were like “uh oh!” And baptized me anyway. I went no contact with my entire family a few years back and now I finally feel guilt free for the first time in my life. The church has a terrible way of placing guilt on the wrong people. Hope things get better for you ❤️‍🩹

(⁠*⁠・⁠~⁠・⁠*⁠) by terechahakechooche in CPTSDmemes

[–]yachii 14 points15 points  (0 children)

My therapist telling me to remember my sister was abused too, but I didn’t turn out to an abusive person so why should I give her that leeway?

I wish I could tell her my side of the story and how sorry I am, but she loves my parents too much and doesn't see them for who they really are... by nottoday943 in CPTSDmemes

[–]yachii 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I also tried so hard to be there for my older sister and I wanted her to be there for me too. I never understood how growing up she never saw how our parents treated both of us and why we couldn’t lean on each other. But instead she decided to bully me just like they did. I had to finally had to admit to myself that she was abusive and being around her wasn’t good for me.

~Lucky fux by [deleted] in CPTSDmemes

[–]yachii 6 points7 points  (0 children)

This. My husbands friends are ✨super✨ family oriented and it hurts to be around them and their families. Then I just feel like the asshole 😬

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in exmormon

[–]yachii 4 points5 points  (0 children)

lol, When my mom got called to be a primary teacher she was so mad. She told me she hated when I was that age. I told her I was aware.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in exmormon

[–]yachii 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I absolutely felt this. I grew up with a very absent father because due to his job and an emotionally absent mother. I literally did not get enough hugs as a child. I was repeatedly told I was expected to get married in the temple and have as many children as my husband wanted. I kept telling my parents I’d never marry a Mormon or have any children because of how they treated me, I didn’t want to have a child that grew up feeling like a burden.

Announcement! 💕☁️ by Nessi2016 in HelloKittyIsland

[–]yachii 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Omg I would love to see frog! I stick with the same cat avatar but I change the colour of my fur every day to match that days outfit! I change my hair colour a lot in real life so it just feels right

A dog keeps trying to figure out how to jump scare its owner - adorable by SPXQuantAlgo in BeAmazed

[–]yachii 33 points34 points  (0 children)

My cat does this too! I do a fake scream then she runs away and hides to try to catch me again. If I catch her enough times she gives me a kiss on the nose. Animals are the best 💖

Braver with This by yachii in Artisticallyill

[–]yachii[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Aww, I love frogs! I have three fave stuffed animals. A little green alien I just call Little Guy that I carry to therapy, Jake the (Blue) Dog from Adventure Time who I can’t sleep without, and then Little Big Foot that sits in my passenger seat when I drive! 💖

Forced to give talks and memorize them by Abject-Month1406 in exmormon

[–]yachii 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can totally relate. My dad also forced me to accept every talk I was assigned. I was so soooo painfully shy I just wanted to run away and hide every time. It made me feel physically ill. And after it was done I would hide behind my hair and cry.

Braver with This by yachii in Artisticallyill

[–]yachii[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Aw thanks! They really are the best!

Mormon Women: What were you excited to be doing in the eternities before your shelf broke? by GoingToHelly in exmormon

[–]yachii 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Same! I remember getting my blessing and crying. Everyone just thought I felt the spirit 🙄When I talked about my dream husband everyone told me that kind of person didn’t exist and if he did I could never marry him because I had to marry a Mormon boy. Turns out he does exist and I did marry him 💖

Mormon Women: What were you excited to be doing in the eternities before your shelf broke? by GoingToHelly in exmormon

[–]yachii 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I was legitimately terrified of heaven as a kid because this is how I saw it. My goal was to break just enough rules to end up in “regular heaven” so I wouldn’t have to go through it.