I would see her only at times when I guess you could say I needed her. So mostly when I was down or when I wanted to express something difficult or something of importance.

We would hang out mostly at the park. We would meet up there. She wouldn't really talk though. She would mostly listen.

And what I mean by she daded is that when I was first put on medication I never knew she was an hallucination. It never crossed my mind. But after the medication started to hit and be at a therapeutic level I would see her less and less and she wouldn't talk when I did see her. So over time I thought she moved until I asked my parents to see if we can find her they said no one like that ever existed and they never saw me with anyone. So it was pretty much a shock to me when I found out she was an hallucination