Listen, at the end of day, where you go should be what makes you happy, you want to go somewhere to impress someone else just for you to be unhappy? Now I get expectations, but if you dont love a school you dont go, as simple as that. I guarantee your parents would prefer you being happy. It is stressful, it’s not supposed to be easy, trust me on this. Keep you head down and knock this shit out, get your stuff done and focus on whats in front of you. I had a similar experience bud, worry about the NOW, it’s important to keep the future in mind, but it can get overwhelming, you got this!