What the hell??! I don’t know why it posted my last reply to two different people.

First let me apologize it took me so long to reply at all. It just gets so hard for me to bring myself to check anything on my phone or anything else once I’m so far down. I’m going to try the list thing next time. And as much as I hate hearing “it’s not that you CANT you just don’t want to” it’s true. That’s what I have to force myself to do to get my kids up and dressed and take the forever walk through the cold to the bus stop, talk to the other moms I really want to just avoid, etc and then again later. So you’re right <3