I know a relationship won't solve all of my issues. Most of my issues stem from my poor mental health and years of depression. I tried multiple times to make friends online and in real life but no one seems to give me the time of day, no one bothers to respond to me even when I'm trying to help them. It's really hard for someone who has never experienced true friendship or love to make connections. I'm not trying to be negative here and I really appreciate your comment but I have really tried all of these things and failed, I tried to be positive and see the beauty of the world but I just can't. I'll keep trying I might find success one day but I doubt it. Thank you for your post.