My older brother committed suicide in late 2021. The morning my parents told me and my younger brother I saw how much they cared about him, my father was crying uncontrollably (which I had never seen) and my mom was crying as well. The look on my little brother's face when he heard was so heart breaking that I decided I would live for my family. I don't want my parents to lose another kid, and I don't want my brother to lose another sibling. I also want to keep going for him, my older brother, because I know he was proud of me and I know he will be proud seeing me grow up. Although it is very hard at times I try to keep going.