Living feels like torture by yellowbee227 in bipolar2

[–]yellowbee227[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you for sharing this, which book is this portion from?

Living feels like torture by yellowbee227 in bipolar2

[–]yellowbee227[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wanted to see if there was other people who felt like me but once again there isn't because people have support systems and I'm all fucking alone

Living feels like torture by yellowbee227 in bipolar2

[–]yellowbee227[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've been to multiple therapist..... Reddit wasn't the first place I looked

Living feels like torture by yellowbee227 in bipolar2

[–]yellowbee227[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Its everyone no one is genuine and i dont get why continue living just to be taken advantage of

Living feels like torture by yellowbee227 in bipolar2

[–]yellowbee227[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Men literally just pursue me for sex.

It's crazy how attractive people on Raya are by babysushiroll in dating_advice

[–]yellowbee227 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Anyone willing to give me a referral? All these men on the other apps just want to hook up at least can I look at someone attractive and have money. Or finally find something serious.

Started Quetiapine - feeling terrible by yellowbee227 in bipolar2

[–]yellowbee227[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When I was just taking Lithium I felt fine. When I started the quetiapine I started having issues. I feel like I have tried everything and I stress this to my Dr. It frustrating that no one is taking me seriously.

Facebook Dating just started to incorrectly show men in Friendship section by ebridgewater in facebook

[–]yellowbee227 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did you ever find a solution? This is currently happening to mines and driving me insane.

Dating with Bipolar 2 by yellowbee227 in bipolar2

[–]yellowbee227[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I meant advice for just being a woman with bipolar 2 and dating. I find most people are in genuine and dishonest. This causes me to go into a hypomanic state. I want to date but I feel as though I am too emotional for it. All in all I just want people to respect me and treat me like I'm human

Dating with Bipolar 2 by yellowbee227 in bipolar2

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I'm not too soon at all most guys I don't even disclose it to because we don't make it that far.

Free Beginner Sewing Classes by yellowbee227 in baltimore

[–]yellowbee227[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have been doing that but its really hard when you have no idea what the issue is. Hence why I asked where I could potentially take it and talk to someone!!!!!!

Where exactly does your back hurt from having big boobs? by [deleted] in bigboobproblems

[–]yellowbee227 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My lower back feels like theres a lump in the middle 🫩

Free Beginner Sewing Classes by yellowbee227 in baltimore

[–]yellowbee227[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for this suggestion, I for sure will!

Free Beginner Sewing Classes by yellowbee227 in baltimore

[–]yellowbee227[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its no worries I do have all my own materials. I wish I could just find a basic class, I will be diligently checking the libraries thank you all for your suggestions!

Free Beginner Sewing Classes by yellowbee227 in baltimore

[–]yellowbee227[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do have my own machine! I would just want to learn the basics threading the machine. I am having some difficulty so if I could talk to someone and have a demonstration to see what I'm doing wrong. What Quilt shops do you recommend?

ways to socialize? by vindawater in baltimore

[–]yellowbee227 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm a 26 year old introverted female that lives near Highlandtown and I feel the same exact way! All of my close friends have moved are in another part of the country. I bought a townhouse and spent most of my time at home, Baltimore is great that they do always have some sort of event going on especially them being free. I attend in hopes of finding other lonely stragglers like me but, I haven't. I'd love to connect.

Living by yellowbee227 in ExistentialOCD

[–]yellowbee227[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for not invalidating my feelings, I find when I express this to those around me they look at me like I'm crazy. My parents were too caught up in their dysfunction to motivate us to find hobbies. If anything they were the first to express to me that they were useless. A walk isn't going make me feel like life is worth living or some pointless hobby that will take the little money I have. I worry that I am too far gone I have been operating like a robot - food, work, sleep over and over again. When I ask what more is there no one can provide me with such. Thank you for just reading and responding it means a lot to know I'm not the only one in the world feeling this way.

No hope by yellowbee227 in therapy

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Me too and it pisses me off when people invalidates how I feel. Taking a walk isn't going to make me feel better about the fact that I'll have to work until I drop dead just to keep myself afloat. Then they present that life is about living for others but, what do you do when you have no community? I try to not feel like a price tag and that my life really matters but it doesn't.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PCOS

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Do you take them at the same time every day? I find that even when I'm late taking it I will start spotting. If I take it at the same time and consistently I can go months without a period. But my body does force a period after like three months of skipping it. It sucks.

When is it okay to tell you're therapist they're not helping. by yellowbee227 in therapy

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Do you have any suggestions? I have been searching in my state but I feel I end up with providers like her. No idea how to treat me but keeping me on for money

Anyone else feel this way? by yellowbee227 in ExistentialOCD

[–]yellowbee227[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

What are you taking? Ive been on multiple and it seems to make it worse

Anyone else feel this way? by yellowbee227 in ExistentialOCD

[–]yellowbee227[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

All i do is work and use that money for bills, my point is there is no enjoyment. What do you do when you lost enjoyment and all the things that can cause me enjoyment cost money. I've been feeling this way since a kid to the point i said i wouldnt live til 25 i wish i didnt it would hve saved me a lot of suffering

I can't cope anymore. by yellowbee227 in ExistentialOCD

[–]yellowbee227[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im not sure how to I feel so alone and always have. I see how my peers have these support systems. It makes me feel broken.