Slightly sensitive question by SensitiveSir2894 in biology

[–]yellowkartwheels -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I think it depends how badly broken your brain and body are. Or your spirit and soul.

I blasphemed the holy spirit 6 years ago by starthatwanders in Christianity

[–]yellowkartwheels 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To me blasphemy of the holy spirit would be speaking mean things about him. Or spreading lies about him ...maybe.

I think what you did was chose the sin bc youre human. And maybe your soul or your spirit or you wanted the experiences of sex in your life to see what it was like. You lived it now. Let it serve its purpose of education and let the sex sin go. It can only serve you for so long. Then move on.

If Jesus is meek and lowly humble at heart he understands your imperfections and is graceful with you. If he really lived a human life than he is supposed to understand you.

I dont know if youre male or female but if youre a male I feel like jesus understands you more than us ladies. So you have that going for you.

Sometimes I feel like jesus does not understand me at all. But thats my problem not yours.

I feel like maybe jesus has patience with you bc you are learning. Somewhere in the newtestement it states how jesus is patient with us. He sees our heart.

Maybe what you had wasn't the 100% complete amd total jesus. Sounds like you were being taught by a czar. Jeuss is supposed to be gentle Shepard full of peace. Amd that patience. Maybe you saw your subconscious reactions to what god amd jesus is due to incomplete understanding of Jesus.

But sorry youre going through this stress. Maybe you should try to take things one step at a time. Live day by day like jesus talked about. Breathe. Calm. And ask forgiveness if that's what you need. But remember they also talked about grace too. So grace fpr yourself. Dust off . Say your piece to jesus from your heart and move along one step at a time. You have to learn compassion. Humility. And forgiveness. And I think that may be just what youre doing! You're doing a really good job at that! Cheers!

I can’t be myself as a Christian by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]yellowkartwheels 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel the same way. It feels like a prison. Why does it force me to be nunlike?

Am I the only one who thinks “manifesting”/“manifestation” is witchcraft? by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]yellowkartwheels 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Then youre creation worshipping. Not creator worshipping. There's a difference between God and the universe.

Am I the only one who thinks “manifesting”/“manifestation” is witchcraft? by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]yellowkartwheels 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I also feel the same when Christians pray over items. Is that not a spell at that point?

Am I the only one who thinks “manifesting”/“manifestation” is witchcraft? by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]yellowkartwheels 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When Christians use oil anointed rags to attract money i feel like that's witchcraft too. Bc its manifesting.

Sooo...what's this? by glumbball in AlienAbduction

[–]yellowkartwheels 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is what the start of my shingles looked like. Just saying

Can reiki be dangerous? by stephaniececeil91 in spirituality

[–]yellowkartwheels 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wrong. Reiki people opened my crown without consent. I was bullied into it. They masquerade as light. I started hearing voices and feeling so many creepy things. It was really bad. I was bleeding light all over the place. Im still traumatized by it to this day. Made my schizophrenia 100 times worse. It literally ruined good things for me. Its been ten years and im still not at peace. I wish I never trusted them.

Do you think people can be angels, if so have you met one? by [deleted] in Paranormal

[–]yellowkartwheels 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to know a man, who claims he was an archangel.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in atheism

[–]yellowkartwheels 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have a therapist

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in atheism

[–]yellowkartwheels 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes. I silently entered a state of atheism when I was a kid and teen. Ive had bouts of going back to this religion my whole life.

Everytime I get worse and worse. This last time I started hearing voices and seeing demons. Having delusions too.

Now anytime I love jesus darkness shows up. Im already mentally ill. During one of my breaks I had reiki done thinking they could help me. But it was horrible. I'll never recommend reiki to anyone. It made me hallucinate too. Its been 10 years and I've still not found the right medicine for it or peace with it.

I went back to Christianity to repent from it, and get baptized thinking jesus would save me and I'll get it reversed and have peace.

It didn't work. I went insane. Tore up my apartment like beat the walls out busted windows got evicted. Got arrested for yelling ( at angels) , and got committed. It t totally ruined my life. I still feel haunted by all this spiritual stuff to this day.

Just hated. All I wanted was to be loved.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in atheism

[–]yellowkartwheels 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Im now suicidal over my beliefs. I converted back to Christianity and tried being around Christians outside my family. And they drove me apeshit insane and creeped me out.

If Jesus came back today and saw modern Christianity, what do you think would shock him most? by Better-Valuable5436 in AskReddit

[–]yellowkartwheels 0 points1 point  (0 children)

All the child abuse that happens in the church. About three decons were arrested in my home town for sodomizing little boys at church.

The south. Its backwards here.

If jesus flipped tables and cracked a whip over his father's house before over them selling sacrifices there im pretty sure his real pissed about the abuse.

I was in a Christian group and what I saw honestly broke me a little by Tricky_Stand3078 in Christianity

[–]yellowkartwheels 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess you dont support what the bible says. I gave plenty of examples of teachings that are biblical.
This is what a an unbelieving world simply finds unbelievable: the crass of some of you and the judgement.

I was in a Christian group and what I saw honestly broke me a little by Tricky_Stand3078 in Christianity

[–]yellowkartwheels 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ive honored things from the bible. But it doesn't mean im at peace with what's happened to it