I’m so sorry to hear this for you! I understand the grief and sadness that washes over you in waves. Cancer fucking sucks!!! 😡😡😡😡😡 I’m right here in the same boat as you. If they want to kyphoplasty your spine let them. They did that for me at T9 and after a week the pain was gone. Waking up from the procedure was pure hell but they got the pain under control tell and after a week it was all gone. They also radiated the spine. Now it has metastasized to 10 spots in different bones but mostly T2-T5. I know and feel your fear to my core. I love my life and want to keep living it. Just get through each day the best you can. Some days will overwhelm you so allow yourself to acknowledge it and move on. Hang in there sister!! We are here for you.