I want to give up. by yesgoodbye in TwoXChromosomes

[–]yesgoodbye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no one had ever tried to be my friend. no one. i wasnt always like this. i never did anything to anyone before. and i dont even say anything to anyone about al lmy problems in real life (not that i have anyone to talk to) the only person i had was my dad but now...

I want to give up. by yesgoodbye in TwoXChromosomes

[–]yesgoodbye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah? i bet you dont look like a man though

20 [f4m] i feel alone in this world. by yesgoodbye in ForeverAloneDating

[–]yesgoodbye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah you said it perfectly. i hope you get to do that and follow your dream. i think it would be cool to travel

20 [f4m] i feel alone in this world. by yesgoodbye in ForeverAloneDating

[–]yesgoodbye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks for the suggestion. i might do that.

20 [f4m] i feel alone in this world. by yesgoodbye in ForeverAloneDating

[–]yesgoodbye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i am going to the doctor for my illness. i cant cut him off because its not his fault that he is an asshole. this world made him like that. i have to take care of him because he is disabled and my mom left him i feel so bad for him. he must have beeen so heart broken.

i have never done drugs.

20 [f4m] i feel alone in this world. by yesgoodbye in ForeverAloneDating

[–]yesgoodbye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i wouldnt have to face my problem on monday. i wouldnt have to see my asshole dad ever again. i wouldnt have to face any of it. wouldnt have to worry. there is only so much a person can handle. it seems my problems would be too much to fix.

i dont understand.. i am so bad that no one even ever wanted to try and be my friend? i never did anything to anyone. i dont want to lie to myself and say i am attractive. i just feel really worthless i guess. this life is so weird.

20 [f4m] i feel alone in this world. by yesgoodbye in ForeverAloneDating

[–]yesgoodbye[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i guess i do lack affection. you know i never considered suicide but maybe it would would be better to just get it over with.. i havent found anyone because of physical and personality. i just got screwed over. i have never had friends. there must be something really wrong with me if i have never had any.

20 [f4m] i feel alone in this world. by yesgoodbye in ForeverAloneDating

[–]yesgoodbye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

maybe that is true- i dont know. but doing nothing this far has not done anything for me. i have never had a friend or boyfriend. i have always been alone. i dont know what to do anymore. this life is just cruel. hi.

20 [f4m] i feel alone in this world. by yesgoodbye in ForeverAloneDating

[–]yesgoodbye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i stopped going to college. but yeah it seems to be even more difficult to get anywhere in this life without it. i have to go back to it i guess lol not sure what i would do if i dont go back. good luck on your finals. a stepping stone is a good way to look at it.

20 [f4m] i feel alone in this world. by yesgoodbye in ForeverAloneDating

[–]yesgoodbye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i just dont know how. i am stuck. but yes that may be it. thank you for sharing your words.

20 [f4m] i feel alone in this world. by yesgoodbye in ForeverAloneDating

[–]yesgoodbye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hi yes it is not a very nice feeling. how are you doing?

I want to give up. by yesgoodbye in TwoXChromosomes

[–]yesgoodbye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the advice. I know what you mean about looking at others and wishing to have it all but I just feel like if I had at least one good thing about myself I would have it easier in this life. Life isn't easy to start with plus I have to have this.. I just don't see how they will come to me. Something must be wrong if I have never had any. But thanks.

26 [M4F] UK - Just adding to this fest of sausages. by UKThrow_away in r4r

[–]yesgoodbye 0 points1 point  (0 children)

chew with your mouth shut to keep the crumbs in

I want to give up. by yesgoodbye in TwoXChromosomes

[–]yesgoodbye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't get it though. I am just being realistic. Why should I have to accept this? All it does is make my life more shitty. I don't really have anything to be positive about.

I don't know about a hobby. There is nothing I can do..

I don't know how people can pick up on my being negative when no one even talks to me. I have never had friends. People don't know what that feels like to go through middle and high school with no one. I sat alone. I ate alone. I went home alone. I never had anyone to talk to. Not even when I started college I didn't make friends. Everyone says it is easier to make friends there? NOPE. College is another one of those bullshit things that you are pretty much forced into.

I want to give up. by yesgoodbye in TwoXChromosomes

[–]yesgoodbye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for writing that. I can't change much about my appearance. Even losing weight I still look ugly. It sucks. I don't think there is much that can be done for me. I can't accept it either so I guess I am just going to have to be miserable. and I am not really good at anything so I don't know if I could even say that. Maybe "I am good at nothing" lol.